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2012.

2012-01-25T16:22:00.007+08:00

Welcome 2012...

Finally, I am back updating my blog. I guess this blog is too dusty and dirty. I don't know what to blog about. Where should I start with? Hmmm.

Let me start with Life?

This life is what you make it. Not matter what, you're going to mess up sometimes, it's a universal truth. But the good part is you get to decide how you're going to mess it up. Girls will be your friends - they'll act like it anyway. But just remember, some come, some go. The ones that stay with you through everything, they're your true best friends. Don't let go of them. Also remember, sisters make the best friends in the world. As for lovers, well, they'll come and go too. And, I hate to say it, most of them, actually pretty much all of them are going to break your heart, but you can't give up because if you give up, you'll never find your soul mate. You'll never find that half who makes you whole and that goes for everything. Just because you fail once, doesn't mean you're gonna fail at everything. Keep trying, hold on, and always, always, always believe in yourself, because if you don't, then who will? So keep your head high, keep your chin up, and most importantly, keep smiling, because life's a beautiful thing and there's so much to smile about.

Next, what I've learned?

I've learned that you cannot make someone love you. All you can do is be someone who can be loved. The rest is up to them. I've learned that no matter how much I care, some people just don't care back. I've learned that it takes years to build up trust, and only seconds to destroy it.
I've learned that it's not what you have in your life, but who you have in your life that counts. I've learned that you can get by on charm for about 15 minutes. After that, you'd better know something. I've learned that you shouldn't compare yourself to the best others can do, but to the best you can do. I've learned that it's not what happens to people that's important. It's what they do about it. I've learned that no matter how thin you slice it, there are always two sides. I've learned that it's taking me a long time to become the person I want to be. I've learned that it's a lot easier to react than it is to think. I've learned that you should always leave loved ones with loving words. It may be the last time you see them. I've learned that you can keep going long after you think you can't. I've learned that we are responsible for what we do, no matter how we feel. I've learned that either you control your attitude or it controls you. I've learned that heroes are the people who do what has to be done when it needs to be done, regardless of the consequences. I've learned that learning to forgive takes practice. I've learned that there are people who love you dearly, but just don't know how to show it. I've learned that money is a lousy way of keeping score. I've learned that my best friend and I can do anything or nothing and have the best time. I've learned that sometimes the people you expect to kick you when you're down will be the ones to help you get back up. I've learned that I'm getting more and more like my grandma, and I'm kinda happy about it. I've learned that sometimes when I'm angry I have the right to be angry, but that doesn't give me the right to be cruel. I've learned that true friendship continues to grow, even over the longest distance. Same goes for true love. I've learned that just because someone doesn't love you the way you want them to doesn't mean they don't love you with all they have. I've learned that maturity has more to do with what types of experiences you've had and what you've learned from them and less to do with how many birthdays you've celebrated. I've learned that you should never tell a child her dreams are unlikely or outlandish. Few things are more humiliating, and what a tragedy it would be if she believed it. I've learned that your family won't always be there for you. It may seem funny, but people you aren't related to can take care of you and love you and teach you to trust people again. Families aren't biological. I've learned that no matter how good a friend someone is, they're going to hurt you every once in a while and you must forgive them for that. I've learned that it isn't always enough to be forgiven by others. Sometimes you have to learn to forgive yourself. I've learned that no matter how bad your heart is broken the world doesn't stop for your grief. I've learned that our background and circumstances may have influenced who we are, but we are responsible for who we become. I've learned that sometimes when my friends fight, I'm forced to choose sides even when I don't want to. I've learned that just because two people argue, it doesn't mean they don't love each other. And just because they don't argue, it doesn't mean they do. I've learned that sometimes you have to put the individual ahead of their actions. I've learned that we don't have to change friends if we understand that friends change. I've learned that if you don't want to forget something, stick it in your underwear drawer. I've learned that you shouldn't be so eager to find out a secret. It could change your life forever. I've learned that the clothes I like best are the ones with the most holes in them. I've learned that two people can look at the exact same thing and see something totally different. I've learned that no matter how you try to protect your children, they will eventually get hurt and you will hurt in the process. I've learned that there are many ways of falling and staying in love. I've learned that no matter the consequences, those who are honest with themselves, get farther in life. I've learned that many things can be powered by the mind, the trick is self-control. I've learned that no matter how many friends you have, if you are their pillar, you will feel lonely and lost at the times you need them most. I've learned that your life can be changed in a matter of hours by people who don't even know you. I've learned that even when you think you have no more to give, when a friend cries out to you, you will find the strength to help. I've learned that writing, as well as talking, can ease emotional pains. I've learned that the paradigm we live in is not all that is offered to us. I've learned that credentials on the wall do note make you a decent human being. I've learned that the people you care most about in life are taken from you too soon. I've learned that although the word "love" can have many different meaning, it loses value when overly used. I've learned that it's hard to determine where to draw the line between being nice and not hurting people's feelings and standing up for
what you believe.

I shall end it here.

Hey :)

2011-03-15T12:36:00.005+08:00

Being in love:
Difficult. As in we're going to end up fighting more than half a time, then the next like nothing ever happened at all. Spending one moment crying myself to sleep then next non-stop laughter.Then full of frustration, next filled with joy. Some moments talking about what great future we both have plan ahead, then next with no future at all. When I feel like I've completely give up, but I can't let go. Half the time Im so damn sure of what is it then next I just absolutely have no clue anymore. Half of us will pretend it's the perfect little thing. But really it's the most unperfect thing there could ever be. I won't try to be that “perfect girlfriend.” I’m a confusing girl. I’ll annoy you, do stupid shit, get mad about the smallest things you do or don’t do, get sad about the times when you don’t talk to me, make a big deal about the things you say, occasionally be a bitch cause to let you handle me at my worst, get jealous when you talk to other girls, and hate you for the way you make me feel at times. Yeah, this is me.

Broken-hearted.

2011-01-21T11:29:00.004+08:00

I know how you feel. Empty, betrayed, and no happiness whatsoever. You don't want to laugh, because you know it's not going to help, but you don't want to cry, because it will just make you feel worse. You feel like your heart is falling apart, but not only that, but you know soon your life is going to feel like it's falling apart too. You don't think it will ever end, and no matter what this person has done to you, it feels impossible to stop loving them. And everyone wonders why if they have hurt you so much, then why do you still love them. That's the confusing part, you don't know why, you just do, and the people who hurt you the most, and normally the ones you love the most. And then, after a few weeks, you finally feel a sense of relief, like you're getting happy again, but you know inside that you're just going into denial. And after a few more weeks, you're back to where you were an empty soul and teary eyes. You thought you got over them, but really, you just stopped showing it. And you can't help but to show it again. It leaves deep scars on your heart that are there forever. And no one understands how you feel, and how deep you are hurt, no matter who they are, because it hasn't happened to them And even if it has, every broken heart is different. They don't know the true pain you feel and carry each and everyday now, so you learn that basically you are alone with all this. And the feeling starts to overwhelm you, and suddenly you just break down, right there, because you know you've had enough, the tears just instantly start flowing, and you're to the point where you don't care who see's. Because you've spent so many nights lying awake in bed, and so many days being haunted by the scars and fear of rejection. And in the midst of all these tears, you know that its not helping any, and it's not going to bring them back, if you ever even had them in the first place. After about a million tears have been cried, you finally pull yourself back together and keep going. Your throat starts to clench and your eyes burn with the tears you are trying to hold back. Everyone says, "It will be okay…” But you know it won't. And that’s the truth, it won’t. And you look back on all of the hurt you had from this, and you realize that people are horrible. You're still hurt, but you've learned to hide it so that everyone thinks you are okay. So now every time you see this person, you know you still love them, and you feel a slight tingle in your heart yearning for them to love you, screaming out, but for some reason they don't hear it. And then you sit back and wonder how one person could have caused all of this.

Legongs.

2010-12-08T07:48:00.006+08:00

Hey, and Good morning everyone. Basically, I wouldn't blog if I got nothing to say. But today, there's alot of things I wanted to voice out. Like super alot. Oh firstly, my feelings right now is crushed, just like that. Usually when people are sad, they don’t do anything. They just cry over their condition. But when they get angry, they bring about a change. And today too, I left everything behind. School, friends and the one whom I regarded as my happy pills. You know what is like to loose every single one of you. You know how much you guys meant to me right. People change and things go wrong. The moment I wanted to change myself to be a better someone, god test me with another life challenge. This is what I say life is never fair. One after another, I thought every thing is solve, problem with A'lif, my family and whatever Im going through. Sometimes struggles are exactly what we need in our life. If we were to go through our life without any obstacles we would be cripppled. We would not be as strong as what we could have been. Yesterday, one after another voice out their thought after all this while they been keeping it to themselves. I felt ashamed for what I had done. I don’t have any excuses. I did what I did. I take full responsibility for myself and my actions. I wouldn’t pawn this off on anybody. I’m sorry it happened. And Im sorry to hurt you people.

From today, take good care of yourself guys :)

A'lif Baby :)

2010-11-25T00:42:00.003+08:00

I praise Allah for sending me you my dearest A'lif. You found me home and sail with me. And I’m here with you. Now let me let you know. You've opened my heart. I was always thinking that love was wrong. But everything was changed when you came along. And there’s a couple words I want to say. For the rest of my life, I’ll be with you. I’ll stay by your side honest and true. Till the end of my time. I’ll be loving you. Thru days and night, I’ll thank Allah for opening my eyes. Now and forever I’ll be there for you. I know that deep in my heart I feel so blessed when I think of you. And I ask Allah to bless all we do. You're my boyfie and my friend and my strength. And I pray we're together eternally. Now I find myself so strong. Everything changed when you came along. I know that deep in my heart now that you're here. Infront of me I strongly feel love. And I have no doubt. And I'm singing loud that I'll love you eternally.

Sayang, Md. A'lif Bin NordinY

Ahlep Baby (:

2010-09-28T23:11:00.003+08:00

This is my 2nd time updating my blog today. Im plain bored and I got nothing to do at home. One after another called me asking me to go RP. First, Syabil followed by Erica. I wanted to go but I can’t get through A’lif. So its better if I stayed at home. Tyty’s at home on Tuesday night. That’s unbelievable. Oh my, I miss baby so much. He hasn’t text me. His last sms was before he went in to work. Gosh, I wonder how’s him at work. Oh god, please look after him and not let anything bad happened to him and please make sure he doesn’t flirt with the chickens there. *finger-cross* 1 day never meet A’lif is like 100 days of not meeting him. I have to get used to it. I wonder what it is like once I start work next week. Will I got time for A’lif? I hope so. Im working because Im doing this for you A’lif plus adding on to my expenses. I want A'lif to have a happy life and not only me. Please do not do stupid stuff behind my back. I have seen tears in your eyes and Im not going to let it happened anymore. I love you baby. Yes I really do, A'lif >*Hug&Kisses*

Woots!

2010-09-28T16:46:00.003+08:00

Hey Everyone. Today's post is going to be a long long one as I got a lots of things to say. Firstly, Im very excited today! You guys must be wondering why. In the afternoon, I went for job interview at Chomel and thanks god I got the job. Monday is going to be my first day of training. I have to be there at 9am. I hope everything went smoothly. Amin:) Secondly, early morning baby called me saying that he is not going to work. Then I was like pissed off cos he was prepared to go work the day before and suddenly today, he's not going. Reason because Kimmie paitao. Like wth? But luckily he texted me just now saying he's going to work in the afternoon. Hope baby had fun at work and not flirt with the chickens there. Oh, Im starting to miss baby already. Thirdly, I feel so lucky to be with Ali'f Nordin. Without failed, he always brightened my day with a smile. I hope its not just the beginning. I hope this will last forever. Amin:) Fourthly, I miss my family very much. I just don't know what is going on in my family. Some things went wrong some where and I just don't know what it is. Mummy have been having moodswing lately. She's pissed off with the maid and she start throwing tantrums at me, Lil brother and sister. Gosh! I just hate it to see what's happening right now. I just miss my old Mama. Maybe now, I must learnt to be a responsible sister. I have got 2 younger ones below me. They are following my footstep. Hence, I must make sure my past times won't repeat. I want to show them good example. The one Im missing badly right now is my Papa. Its like I haven't seen him for quite sometime. He's been busy working. I just miss having family talks with him. Aww :( Fifthly, brother texted me just now "Sorry if one day u will not see me at home. I am really tired of the things going on at home." Tears drop upon receive-ing that text messages. Look brother, we can talk things out. In life there is ups and downs. I am going to be just next to you going through all this together. I love you Lil brother, Md.Khuzaimy.

Heyy

2010-09-24T21:02:00.000+08:00

HeyHeyHey Everyone :D

Its been a long time since I last update. Gosh! This blog is like super dead yet dusty. I really need to like update more since Im on school holiday. I miss Legong's. Yes, I do! andand I miss my A'lif badly too. I wonder what is he doing right now. He just called saying that he wanted to slack at hardcourt. I feel bad you know. I can't spent time with him today. What to do. Im feeling so sick. Yes, very sick. I hope he understand. Cough-ing non-stop and now down with fever and flu. I stayed home the whole day. Besarkan taik mate -.- Get well soon Tyty. I woke up early morning and receive a text mcg from a good friend of mine saying......... I shall not state anything here. I forget what date is today. Im sorry, veryvery sorry ass. How can I forget. Stupid me! Meet up preety soon. A'lif bby is being such an ass lately. Everytime, he caught me defiant towards him, he will beats me. It hurts you know. You don't feel the pain but I do. But everytime when I told him that I am in pain, he just couldn't be bothered. Stupid him :P Yes, I know that you beat me cause you love me butbut.. sakit tawuk! I have been spending time with baby like almost everyday. Erm, guys I've planning to private my blog. So saper2 nk view, leave your email kayy thanks. I better get some rest now.

NitesNites.

Selamat Hari Raya.

2010-09-10T22:52:00.000+08:00

Rindu baby A'lif! Currently di Malaysia tengah beraya.

*Happy* Family dapat berkumpul ramai-ramai.

To my daily readers,

Tiba hari yang sangat mulia bagi semua muslimin dan muslimat.

Sambutlah kemenangan dan bersyukurlah kepadaNya.

Andainya pernah ku salah, ku mohon keampunan.

Andainya pernah ku terkasar bahasa, maaf dipinta.

Selamat Hari Raya Aidilfitri Maaf Zahir dan Batin Rakan-Rakan :]

Salam Sayang,

TytySweets.

ChucksBaby

2010-08-29T01:24:00.006+08:00

Dearest Ahlep Chuckie, I can never forget when you stare at me and tell me how beautiful I am. I can never forget when your touch and your kisses. I can never forget those times when I sang love songs to you and when you whisper “I love you” to my ears. I can never forget when your eyes met mine and tell me how much we love each other. I like the way you laugh. I like the way you smile and how handsome you are with your deep brown eyes. Every moment spent with you was worth remembering. Those memories will always stay in my heart. I never felt truly happy in my life. I know I will never love someone as much as I love you. A'lif, you are the love of my life and I will cherish you for as long as I live. Since the day we first met, I knew it was love. God answered my prayers, you came down from above... You gave me your heart, and taught me to trust, for the first time ever, it was more than just lust... Your sweet loving words, are not to be compared, I am forever your partner, my soul I have bared... Every day I wake up, with a smile a mile long, I know that we are solid, I know that we are strong... So never put into question, my feelings being true, because I have found my one and only, And I will always love you A'lif, 010810 <3

PohBaby

2010-08-01T23:45:00.003+08:00

240710Y

The fact that you don't seem to want me anymore was apparent. It was blantantly staring at my face, as if it has been waiting for me to take it in. But what really hurt was the fact that it seems as if I don't even deserve an explaination from you. A simple reason why you don't need me anymore, a head's up - something like, "Hey, look out. Im going to break your heart into trillion peices, okay?"

Cheee-Bye!

*5 more days*

6 More Days.

2010-07-31T00:00:00.003+08:00

*6 more days to go*

Chucks. Cepat-cepat lah keluar.

M nyerr kau tkde.

Rindu gyler babi sia :'(

TytyChucks

2010-07-30T00:00:00.001+08:00

If you hide, I’ll seek for you. If you’re lost, I’ll search for you. If you leave, I’ll wait for you. If they try to take you away from me, I’ll fight for you. Cause I never want to lose someone I love.

*7 more days*

AhlepChuckie(:

2010-07-29T00:21:00.005+08:00

Goood Morning Daily Readers.

Im sorry for not updating my blog for quite sometime.

Been very very busy with school and stuff.

Dah mcm business woman. I know *giggle-ing*

I'll try my very best to squeeze some time to update my blog during my free time okay.

Pssssst: Tyty rindu Chucks. Rindu dyer sangat2. Jgn salah anggap. Kter good friend aje.

*Countdown 8 more days* Cepat-cepat lah keluar Chucks. Sampai hati tglkn Tyty :'(

Smlm Tyty meet Ifaah after school.
I tahu you RINDU i. Haha. Shall meet again soon alright sweets and share alot alot of things :/ Extually Tyty mls nk update. Im feeling very sleepy already. You guys take care okay. Pape leave mcg at my tagboard.

Sayanngg Korang.

MUACKS!

Morning.

2010-07-02T05:00:00.000+08:00

Morning Earthlings~

Time check now is 5am. Tyty just got home. Tadi tonn with *insert name* We shared a lot, a lot of things. I still can't make up my mind you know. Anyway, thanks for the advice.

Yesterday, Tyty met Fatin Filzah at Jurong Point. We ate lunch at Long John Silver. We had a long girls talking session :D Then I head to her crib. Slack awhile, facebook-ing & webcam-ing. 1645hrs I headed Admiralty slack with Raqee Whyte and Ipin Rascal. I got pissed off.

Im lazy to elaborate. F C U K !

Then 1845hrs Tyty met Ahlep at Causeway Point. Then slack with him and friends. Watch them skate and I swear Ahlep irritating. Kept bullying me but too bad Tyty tk cry. Haha :P

&.I went off at 10pm =)

Ahzan

2010-06-28T13:30:00.004+08:00

Hello & good afternoon citizens of Singapore !
Ahzan here, AGAIN ! haha. Not Tyty .
She is again , lazy lazy to update and just now she asked me to update for her.
Well ok lor. If she asked, then its okay . Cause i dont update people's blog with them knowing.
So im gonna make it short and simple here alright !

Its Monday Monday Monday ! Start of a new week ! Argh .
To all primary and secondary .Seeeelamat uhr sekolah .haha !
And ITE peeps . Next week . For me , just stay home, work , makan , mandi, tido .
Dont worry , sooner or later, it will be my turn when im in NS . But atleast NS got gaji . :p heh !
OKOK cukop zan .
im still wondering what makes Tyty malas to update ? why does she has no time to update. haha.
haiyooo, she is sooo free per aku tgk ... nvm lah... ny ikhlas dari hati ...
Gosh im sooo hungry sia ! I always eat nowadays . . And im getting fat and fat .
my feets are getting bigger.
and i want to smoke ! only have 9 batangs of winner menthol .
wakakaa.
so boring ! i just woke up at 1pm today . yesterday stayed up late morning until 5am msging with NanaBONCH. She is also one crazy gerl who always cant sleep at late night. tsk ! haha
And today i'll be meeting my brooooooooooooo Atai . . and tam and afiqSANSAN ! to collect our pay lor .

Time check, 3.08pm.
Eh ! Im late . i need to take a nice bath .
Im off now ! HUHU.
Will update for youh soon ok ty.
BYE.

PowerHouse.

2010-06-25T10:59:00.002+08:00

PowerHouse Gerek.

Party+Dance like nobody business.
Club lagy jom kwn-kwn :D

Muhd Shafiq,

You're one great Lil brother I ever had. Im sorry to dissapoint you. Yes, Im very sorry indeed and same goes to the rest. Didn't expect such things to happened. And again, Im sorry okay.

♥ you Lil Bro and not forgeting my bunch of Legongs.

Tuesday.

2010-06-22T13:02:00.009+08:00

Hello, AHZAN here,
Not Tyty.
She not updating nowadays because she's so lazy.
Lazy to update as what she told me she's busy laaa no time laaa.
Padahal while at home stay up late night can blog abit don't want tau.

-.-
Nevermind.
Yesterday she texted me her blog email and password to update for her whenever.
Well, here I am updating for her.
Kkay , its still school holiday and im not anymore. So for those who're schooling, 12 July right start sch ?? Hmmmmms.
Kkay, ermmm, time check 1.13pm,
Alright2.
Today, Tyty is going to Kallang cage as what she told me earlier.
She is going to play soccer there. Lol. Haha, Okok.
Till here,
Im singning off ,
Notorious AhzanCiner

Absolute-ly.

2010-06-18T23:55:00.007+08:00

Saturday Night Pictures ;D
Out with Apohs' and Brothers.

Tyty mls nk update. Kepale berat nk mampus!
Basically just now plan was going out with Mick, Cepeed, Shafie, Kid & Koda.
But last mins Koda paitao-ed^^
So Tyty went Yishun first beli minum.
Janji pkol 5pm luar Raffles City Mac. Semue sampai 630 bukan luar Mac but
John Little Marina. Okay best. Syg krg. Tyty reached there, Kid aje yg ade. Mick gy amek Botak&gurlfie. Then when smue dah smpi smue CHEERS.
Then Ifaah join us later.
At Night, Apohs'&brothers joined us. The more the merrier luh kan.
Iffah said "Tyty mabok cute." I know. Hehe.
Then mlm Tyty go mkn with Apoh, Mio, Appy.
Idk what I eat cos' Im feeling so hungry right now. Hahaha.

&.you, I know I dissapoint you. Im sorry.
This is how I felt when you did this to me.
So tell me do I deserve all this?
Okay Im out of words. Good Night.

Saturday Night.

2010-06-05T23:34:00.003+08:00

I Ythis bunch of legongs.

Head to town just now.

Saw a few of Accy bros' and they were like.

"Where Accy? Every Sat always with Accy what."

Accy didn't get to booked out so I went out with my classmates.

Me & Syaza do our shopping while the boys do the waiting *evil-laugh*

Accy booked out at 8pm. So I waited for him.

930pm he reach CityHall and I send him home.

&.now Im too tired to do the typing. So,

Good Night Everyone.

Towning

2010-05-24T02:00:00.007+08:00

Update: Saturday Night, Town-ing.

Pictures with dearest Boyfie.

Pictures with dearest Girlfriends.

Hello Readers! I don't know if I have any. Sheesh.
It have been quite sometime I update my blog. Tyty busy with school and work. Awww. So sorry for keeping this blog dead.
Eversince I changed my link, little people tag-ged. *SAD* Haha.
Do keep my tagboard alive okay people.

Here goes Tyty update-ing.

Firstly me&Fareed. Everything back per normal. Alhamdulilah. Oh please. Promise me that this will be the last Mr X. No more shits from you. I love you, thats why I care ;D

2ndly those pictures up there. Saturday Night spent with them. Equal to Splendid!

Met Gennie. My loud girl. Non-stop talking and laughing. Haha.

Thirdly, with Syaza, Shafiq, Karim, Mario, Rafik & JunHong around, they never fail to make me laugh out loud in school. Hee.

Fourthly, Im so missing my dearest Md. Fareed badly.

Wednesday is going to be our 4th Monthsary &

Thursday is going to be his big day, which is his 19th birthday.

So wait for my next post okay people.

Currently Tyty tgh FACEBOOK! Haha.

Layankan Akai, Ahky & Ryan. Mentang2 Accy tkde drg bully Tyty.

WATCH OUT ;D

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Good Morning Semueeeee ;D

Love

2010-05-22T01:30:00.002+08:00

How can a four letter word make people so happy yet in the end they fall too pieces. Love takes hostages. It cuts you open and leave you a massive scar that may never heal. I sometimes wonder how people can move on when clearly they know they can’t let go. How can a one syllable word be such a powerful thing? It can stop an object from beating and make liquid fall from the human eyes. When two people fall in love, they forget what’s around them. And only notice each other. Love to me is like a rollercoaster ride. Up, down and curves. It goes round and round and round. We start of in a rollercoaster looking forward to a fun time and when it goes up we’re screaming our lungs off for the excitement. And when it goes down, our head are aching and we’re fear for the worse. And in the end when the ride is finished we may feel sick and never want go on it again or maybe have another ride. Not because it gave use those horrible feeling but it’s worth it. Everyone’s been through the “When one person love each other too much and the other love too less” phase. It sucks and it makes us feel so vulnerable. But you won’t know how much the person love you. It’s either you believe they do or they don’t. And to my dearest Fareed. Im sorry if I hurt your feelings. I can't be a good girlfriend. You screwed the chances that I've given to you. Im very sorry baby. I love you so much. I just don't want you to get back to your old ways. Thats all I asked. Is it that hard? You always say you hate to see me hurt, and you hate to see me cry. So all those time you hurt me, did you close your eyes? :'(

Sweet Love.

2010-05-12T22:46:00.004+08:00

I promise not to hurt you.
I promise to never make you cry.
I promise to always trust you.
I promise to never lie.
I promise you I'll be with you forever.
I promise to do things right.
I promise to always be there.
I promise until the end.
I promise to be your bestest girlfriend.
I promise this forever.
you're the peanut to my butter.
you're the star to my burst.
you're the pop to my tart.
you're the lucky to my charms.
you're the ice to my cream.
But mostly...
you're the best of my boyfriends.
I love you, Md Fareed :)

Weekends

2010-05-02T23:03:00.008+08:00

^Yesterday Picture.
Yesterday Me&Accy had a "Tak Tahu Day". Right b? Accy fetch me at Jurong East. At Jurong East, I was like "B, where are we going?" Accy:"Tak Tahu B". This goes on repeatedly. We don't know where to head to. Like fcuk. I know. Haha. Should have plan earlier. We proceed to City Hall. Still cannot come up with a plan. Then I decided to go Marina. Bought a new red earpiece. Accy favourite colour luh kan. Plan to catch a movie but the queue was effing long &.most of the movies were sold out. Okay best. Then off we sit at Marina stairs. Nk makan pn jdi masalah eh b. We then proceed to town. Went Shaw house, Iron Man 2 and IP Man 2 were sold out already. So we proceed to Lucky Plaza. Wanted to eat Ayam Bakar and again the queue was very long. Sape mau tunggu? So we went Far East. Had lunch next to Cahaya. As usual, Tyty mkn tk hbis. Haha. Off to Taka Garden. Had fun talking crap with Accy. Then off to Cineleisure. Accy wanted to hunt for his black earings. We sit outside Cineleisure continue talking crap part 2. Then went back to Taka Garden slack with Mio, Ayoob, Zico&gurlfie. Then BYEBYE to then. AccyTyty also went home. Tyty drop Accy at Bishan and home sweet home.

Todays' Picture.

Im going to make it simple&short.

Watch IP Man 2 at Junction 8 with dearest, Fareed. I rate the movie 5 star. Its a must watch movie. The movie full of actions. I like! If fight with Accy can rembat him. Haha :P Then slack under Accy block. 1700hrs he went up, bath and got changed. 1730hrs off from his place. Reached Pasir Ris at 1830hrs. Had lunch plus dinner at WhiteSands, Burger King. As usual, Tyty mkn tk hbis. So ape lagy. Burger tapao. 1940hrs Accy got to fall in.

&.Tyty went home sweet home.

Reached home webcam with Kid skejap. Thanks Kid for teaching me how to use that software. Haha. As promise Im going to upload your picture. Get readyy. 1..2..3..

Got somemore. Tyty took Alot. But too bad mls nk upload. Hah:D

Kkk. Tyty nk outs. Nk watch ManU Vs Sunderland.

&.ohh ya. I missed out the picture I took with Lil Sis just now.

Boo!

Nitesssssssss Lovesss :D

Friendship.

2010-04-28T21:32:00.001+08:00

'A friend is one who believes in you when you have ceased to believe in yourself", is how a famous quote goes. It is so amazingly true of the really good friends all of us have. No, rather this is the sign of a great friend. Friends and friendship are one of the best things to have happened to mankind, according to me. Just imagine what our lives would be without friends? I am sure, it would be horrendous and terrible. The moments we share and spend with them are etched lifelong in our memories. Moreover, I believe that as you grow, you get a whole new perspective of friendship at each level. That is what makes the concept of friendship so amazing for me. But everything is not rosy in this life. There can be a dark side to this, as well. It could very easily happen that you made friends with an individual and after knowing that person for sometime, you think that this is not going to work out, for various reasons. The reasons could be that person's behavior, personal reasons or any other reasons. So, you decide on ending a friendship. But how do you go about it and put a full stop to your friendship? Both friends will think that the other is busy and will not contact each other thinking it might be disturbing to the other party. As time passes, both friends will think "Let the other one contact me first." After some tim, each will think "Why should I contact first?" From here onwards, your friendship will be converted to hate. Finally, the memory becomes weak due to the lack of contact. And we forget each other. I don't want friendship to end this way. Friendships are like gold. Without polishing, it becomes dull. Whereas if you take care of it it'll shine like the brightest star.

I just love this bunch of Legungs! Karim, Shafiq, Rafiq and Mario. They never fail to make me and gurlfie, Syaza laugh. Thanks to always brighten our day.

Not forgeting my dearest gurlfie, Atika Adilah.

Although you're far apart, just to let you know that you're not forgotten. I miss you gurlfie. Anything just HALOHALO okay? Take care of yourself sweets.

Happy 3rd Month Baby!

2010-04-26T00:00:00.001+08:00

When I'm with you,
eternity is a step away,
my love continues to grow,
with each passing day.

This treasure of love,
I cherish within my soul,
how much I love you...
you'll never really know.

You bring a joy to my heart,
I've never felt before,
with each touch of your hand,
I love you more and more.

Whenever we say goodbye,
whenever we part,
know I hold you dearly,
deep inside my heart.

So these seven words,
I pray you hold true,
"Forever And Always,
I Will Love You."

Happy 3rd Month Anniversary

♥AccyTyty♥

Movie

2010-04-25T22:02:00.000+08:00

Today I force myself to wake up early morning just to catch 1220pm show at GV Bishan, Movie Monga. I set my alarm at 7am sharp but to no avail I woke up at 10am. Lol. Ikotkan hati nk continue tido aje. Drag myself to the toilet and took a bath. Went out at 11am and reached Bishan at 1210pm. Accy bought the ticket first. As soon at I reach there, we proceed to GV. Mate Tyty kuyu smpi Accy ckp Tyty muke ngantok. Haha. The Movie Monga is basically about the story of five boys from the historical district of Monga in Taipei, who join a gang because they were tired of being bullied around. As the young men enjoy their newfound status as gangsters in Monga, they have no idea that other gangs have also set their eyes on this prosperous area. Under the guidance of a veteran gangster, the youngsters are taught the heritage created by the founders of the borough of Monga. He has no idea, however, of a storm brewing that will soon break every hint of order in town, and remove the last remaining grandeur of the Old Town Monga. Overall, movie die gerek. Tyty rate 4/5. Haha. Byk ketawe, byk sedih and whatever. Haha. Tyty kesejukkan sey dlm GV. After movie, off to Bishan Market buy Accy prepaid card. Then slack with Accy till 530. He got changed. And off to Pasir Ris at 6pm. Had our dinner at Mac. He fall in at 755 and Tyty went home sweet home.

Okay Nites! Tyty nk tidur.

Esok sekolah:D

Saturday Baby!

2010-04-24T23:55:00.001+08:00

Before Going Out

!Snap.Snap.Snap!

.Lunch At Burger King with Ayu.

.Webcam At Marina Macdonald.

.Town With My Hubby, Fareed.

Let the pictures do the talking. Tyty nak otp dgn Fareed.

Selamat Malam.

Pizza.

2010-04-23T20:25:00.003+08:00

Hello Earthlings, Im back!

Sorry for MIA-ing for such a long time. Both my computers were sick. So I had it send to the hospital for some minor operation. Sheesh.

Sunday, 18 April 2010, was supposed to sent Accy back to camp but my family asked me out. What to do. Have to priorities my family first! We headed to CyberCafe to get my computer repaired. Then off to Jurong Point. We went window shopping. My intention was to get a simple notebook to stay within my budget but Daddy bought me a Toshiba Pink Lappy instead. It cost about 1.6k. I fork out 500 bucks and Daddy paid the rest. Love you laa! Then off to Teh Tarik. Had dinner there and home sweet home.

Today

School start at 8am. I regreted going to school today. Should have stayed at home. First lesson was OFA and again me and Syaza were late. As usual. Haha. After OFA got this telematch thingy. Boring sia. Tahu cabot. But the best part, BIZ school win. Weeee~ Then me&Syaza off to Ubi to pass my punchcard. Train home. Syaza drop at Lakeside and I meet my dearest Atika and Yanty at Jurong Point. Had my breakfast plus lunch at Pizza Hut. Sedappppppppp! 3 of us got bloated. Go toilet buat business. Haha. Then went to get my contact lenses and home sweet home.

Good Night!

Whats wrong ?

2010-03-25T23:02:00.002+08:00

I don't know what I feel anymore. When I say that Im going to do something, thats not a treat, honey, that's a promise. Everyone says that love hurts, but that's not true. Loneliness hurts. Losing someone hurts. Rejection hurts. Everyone confuse these things with love. But in reality, love is the only thing in this world that covers ups all the pain and makes us feel wonderful again. Never expect, never assume, never ask and never demand. Just let it be. Because if it's meant to be, it will happen the way you wanted things to be. Sometimes you have to be apart from people you love, but that doesn't make you love them any less. Sometimes you love them more. Am I right gurlfies? To those who have given up on love, I say "Trust Life A Little Bit." Trust is like a mirror you can fix if its broken but you can still see the crack with its reflection and trust is like a paper once it's crumpled it can't be perfect again. Sometimes things are just different from what you see. Don't be scared of the things that could go wrong along the way alright? Okay that it! Lets blog about today. Went out with Sis Diana&Adrian and Gurlfie Syaza&Wawan. I swear we had lot of fun. Went to Marina Square. Had our lunch at KFC. Walk around Marina and off to Funan IT Mall as Syaza wanted to survey some laptop. Then off we slack at Pondok Bapok. Talk shit thus laughing our ass off. 2130 went home. Reach home, bath and as usual wait for Accy to call. Talk to him. Im lazy to elaborate futher. My heart told me not to give up. Looking foward to tomorrow. Misses my gurlfies like super a lot. Can't wait to meet them tomorrow. Okay. Tyty sleep first. Good night everyone :D

Sweet ?

2010-03-22T13:43:00.007+08:00

it's love because i want you to be happy

even if it means you'll go on without me

even if it means its going to kill me everyday

even if it means we can only be 'friends'

even if it means i'll spend time every night alone

even if it means you won't love me back

it's love. only for you.

What A Saturday !

2010-03-20T23:56:00.002+08:00

Im lazy to elaborate what happened today.

- Hangout with ApohNBrothers along with Boyf.

- Slack at Marina Square. Saw Joy and a few others.

- Off to Taka Garden. Slack there.

- Some shits happened for reason.

- I swear I hate today. One by one attitude. Cb!

Happy 11th Birthday Yanty.

2010-03-10T22:40:00.001+08:00

Happy Birthday to you. Happy Birthday to you.

Happy Birthday to Nur Khardiyanty.

Happy Birthday to you.

Happy 11th birthday dearest Lil Sis.

Semoga panjang umur & murah rezeki.

I love you babygirl.
*Hug&Kisses*

Accy Baby

2010-03-10T13:17:00.012+08:00

Lie to me, lie to me
Lie to me, lie to me
Lie to me, lie to me
Lie to me, Lie

I just wanne be numb. I don't wanne feel a thing.
I don't want reality. Actually, reality stinks.

I don't wanna know what I know to be true
What I need you to do, tell me another lie

Please make me believe
That there is nobody for you and me.

Baby I need desperately, desperately to believe you
'Cause I wont be held responsible for what I might do

What I might to do me another lie.

Fifth Day Accy NS - Dumb Bitch .

2010-03-09T12:30:00.008+08:00

Tadi Tyty check tagged Accy.

Then ex die Eira comment die "imy botak."

Tyty view profile tagged Eira, she upload her picture with Accy

plus her shout out "^^adeQ star is`missing her GFs & that boy."

Tyty cry sbb marah. Bukan cry baby okay Ayu?

Accy dh ade Tyty. Asl Eira masih nk hegeh2 ngn die? Oh gosh.

Dulu bile Accy ngn Eira, Eira perangai. Beh skrg ape? Accy dh move on ngn Tyty.

Eira nk patch alek ngn Accy. Whats wrong with you Eira?

Why Accy? Cukup eh Eira. Lepas satu, satu.

Biler Tyty ngn Accy, Eira mcg2 die, Eira calling2 die, Tyty close one eye.

Tyty tk pernah mrh or rase jealous. Sbb ape? Krg kwn aje. Tk salah kn?

See how good Im am. Lao pmpn lain, Tyty rase drg dh confront Eira.

But skrg nie. Tyty seriously cannot take it.

Tyty benci benci benci ade 3rd party in my relationship.

Sorry Tyty didn't mean to use harsh word. But you ask for it.

Okay, senang kate Tyty give in. I let go Accy so you can have him.

Tyty punya org tk suka gdoh psl jantan. No point fighting over boys.

Tyty tknk org yg panggil Tyty third party.

Lao Eira dh dpt die nnti, jgn ~~menyundal~~ ngn laki lain.

Jage Accy baik2 okay Gorgeous?

Fourth Day Accy Ns

2010-03-07T23:56:00.005+08:00

`your voice is now my favourite sound and your name is now my favourite noun.

Just now Tyty got to talk to Accy for 30 mins. Happy! He talk to Tyty sembunyi2. At 2300hrs Tyty asked him to hung up the phone and go to sleep. Tyty tahu Accy penat. He say he misses me badly. And same goes to me.

*Hug&Kisses Baby*

Third Day Accy Ns

2010-03-06T23:45:00.004+08:00

My days without Accy is boring. Went slacking with Syaza, Sis Diana and Sis Jaja just now. Then around 1830hrs went to Jurong Point. Walk around Jurong Point and I bought myself a bracelet and got it engrave *AccyTyty*. We 3 had dinner at KFC then off to slack again till 2300hrs. Accy called Tyty just now even for 5 mins, atleast Tyty got to hear his voice Tyty dh happy!

`and now Tyty misses Md.Fareed like alot.

Second Day Accy NS .

2010-03-06T05:30:00.001+08:00

` I miss my baby, Md. Fareed badly

The first person who's on my mind the moment I opened my eyes after a long sleep is the reason either of my hapiness or pain.

First Day Accy NS .

2010-03-05T23:30:00.003+08:00

Today baby first day of NS. He was posted to Pulau Tekong. So for 2 week I won't get to see him. And I swear Im going to miss him badly. I swear I do. Tyty just now sent Amat off at the same time got to peep baby. Cute laa my baby botak. Hehe^^ He's with his mother and father. Saw Alec also. He also botak. Tour around Pulau Tekong. Oh god, I can see that the training is tough. I hope everything goes smoothly for baby. May Allah give him strength and patience to go through all the obstacles. Amin. After that say goodbye to Amat and Baby. I was unable to contain my emotions and my eyes start clouding over. On the way back to board the Ferry, Baby Mum's handed me a gift and say "Jage Fareed baik-baik and last long with him. Wish you all the best with Fareed." Her tone softened with affection. I thanked her profusely and at the same time a wave of emotions swept over me. Throughout the journey back to Pasir Ris, Tyty could not stop thinking about Accy. Oh gosh, how am I without him for 2 weeks? Reach Pasir Ris then off to Shopping Centre at there, Bugis Junction, Iluma and JP with Syaza. Tyty went window-shopping. Bought a couple of dress and got myself a slipper from Rubi. Bling-Bling^^ And off slack with Syaza at Green Block opp JP. Tyty all the way like got no mood. Shopping also just choose whatever I find nice. When slacking, Baby text me and say he switch on his hp awhile. Later 2130hrs he switch on back and call me. So 2030hrs Tyty rush home. Can't wait to hear his voice! Then reach home to no avail Baby didn't call me exactly at 2130hrs. He called me at 2220hrs. We talk for 15 mins. Baby bed was next to Amat. Like what a coincidence. Sheesh. 1040 lights off. He go to put down the phone. He text me and say he got to sleep and told me not to cry2 anymore. Nehh, I won't. Im not a cry baby.

`I miss you even when we are talking.

You

2010-03-01T12:34:00.001+08:00

No one ever get tired of loving...

But everyone get tired of waiting,

assuming, hearing promises,

saying sorry

and all the hurting.

I know how it is when someone dissapoints you. It's tempting to see things the way you wish they were instead of how they are. You lied to me a thousand times. You hurt me twice as much as that &.I still tell you that I still love you?

So tell me are you happy now ?

I Miss You .

2010-02-23T23:55:00.002+08:00

Dearest Boyfie Accy ,
Im sorry sometimes I get a little jealous ,

thinking that someone else could make you happier than I could .

I guess its my insecurities acting up .

Because I know that I'm not the preetiest , smartest or most fun and exciting girl .

But I do know that no matter how hard and long you look ,

you'll never find somebody that love you like I do .

My Girls

2010-02-20T23:40:00.001+08:00

i LOVE my girls :)

im currently using my ipod touch to update .

but right now im lazy to elaborate what happened today.

just a short post will do.

nites everyone.

Apologizing.

2010-02-13T23:43:00.001+08:00

Boyf & Friends .

2010-02-06T23:49:00.000+08:00

Today post will be a simple and short one. Im lazy to elaborate further.

● Today went out with Boyfie&Friends. As usual Boyfie was always late. Tyty wait for him 1 hour. This time round his reason was Sepet&Kid the one who was late. So I did not talk to him for 1 hour. Punishment luh kan. Hehe^^ When they reach Beona Vista we proceed to watch Kuda Kepang (Satrio) at Holland. We got lost upon finding the block. After watching we head to Esplanade then Marina Square. As usual Boyfie bump into some of his brothers. Talk here there, settle things up and we proceed to Taka Garden. We slack there awhile, took pictures and home sweet home. Okay done. Currently talking with Boyfie on the phone. Shall I say wait for my next update okay people? Good Night.

Taka Garden .

2010-01-29T23:34:00.000+08:00

Both pics were snap just now by Ahpeng&Zac . Both kaki buli . Rembat krg . Haha .

After work , Tyty was supposed to meet Accy at 4.30pm. But then die lmbt lagy . Reason die Ahpeng siap lmbt . Haha . Okay then slack at Taka Garden while waiting for Camel . Okay . He took his own sweet time &.I got pissed off . Haha . Skejap aje . Then all the JR brother came . Nasib some of them bwk pmpn if nt Tyty sorang agy^^ Tyty lazy nk elaborate what happened today . Im so shack :D

I LOVE Accy
good night loves .

Sweets

2010-01-27T08:05:00.003+08:00

Early morning , 6.20a.m. I was woken up with this sms .

MOE: Tutty Khairani Bte Kamarudin , you are posted to ITE East Accounting (V27) UNDER 2010 JAE .

Never in my life I got the thinking I would end myself in ITE. I've always wanting to get into one of the Polytechnic but life have to move on . Who says ITE means it's the end, its a begining . Im feel sorry for Mum&Dad . I have disappoint you both . I promise to study hard and upgrade myself in ITE so that I could get into 1 of the Poly's . At the same time Im retaking back my O's for Maths&Science :) So wish me luck okay guys .

Love

2010-01-26T23:56:00.005+08:00

Don't overuse your heart trying to love the one who think who loves you too . You should save the best part of you for the person who deserves you and deserves to be loved by you .

Im officially Md Fareed Bin Md Rashid .

Every second spent with you is a second I wouldn't want to trade for anything in this world .

Huhu.

2010-01-24T23:42:00.001+08:00

Outing With JR :)

2010-01-18T23:31:00.001+08:00

Hey Everyone :)

Sorry for the lack of update . Been very very busy lately with work and stuff . I got no time to update . After work my everyday routine is bath , supper & sleep . Haha . Okay lets start with what happened today . Today is my 1 month anniversary with Am Lakko and Im sad to say that I ended everything cause I can no longer stand him . I guess this is probably my 3rd time asking you for break up . Since you don't want to let me go , don't blame me if you saw me with other hunks outside . Simple ? Yes , its partly your fault . Brother is always your no. 1 priority . Next ____ is your 2nd priority . Am I right to say this ? We were supposed to meet today at Petir as Eric and Senget do tattoo at Ayit house . When I reached Petir , Am text me . "B, I dh nk balik. Eric & Senget dh hbis buat tattoo. I nk jmpe u time drg buat tattoo pe. U dtg lmbt buat ape" Like wth ? *crying* Today is our one anniversary and you treat me like this . Fuck you . All this while we have been fighting and Im the one tolerating and giving you chances after another . You promise to change but you give me shit . And finally today I give up . Find someone better okay Am . So I texted Accy and decided to go out with him . Waited for him at City Hall . He was late . Okay tkpe dh biase . Haha . Waited for the rest of the JR . When all reached , we talked , talked and proceed to Marina . Slack there and proceed to Esplanade . Got screen by Police . So me , Accy , Addy , Mickey make a move first as they are having probabtion . Take cab home . Sent Addy & Accy home and off home sweet home , Tyty . Haha . I had fun going out with you guys . Thanks for the day .

&.good night . Tyty tired , tomorrow working :)

Happy New Year

2010-01-01T00:00:00.001+08:00

Can We Go Back To The Way We Used To Be?

2009-12-14T15:45:00.001+08:00

Happy Sweet 17th Birthday .

2009-12-11T09:54:00.013+08:00

Kau hutang die , kau letak name aku . Smart laa kau . Sayang kauuu . Kau fkir aku ni bank kau . Slalu aku yg kena bayar . Make out story kau keje laa nk pkai duit laa , inilaa , itulaa . Check2 kau pkai duit utk _____ . Aku daa agak something's fishy till someone text me early in the morning and tell the truth . Asl eh slalu kna cm gni ? You will never change . Ingt ehh . Htang kau ngn aku smue nk msok $500 . Aku nk tgok bile kau nk bayar . Htang org lain kau keja-kejakn nk byar . Htang aku ? Kao spatutnye appreciate dpt kwn baik cm aku yg dpt tolong kau bile pocket kau tgh kering . Ini tak asyik2 buat pkai . Kwn mcm ape kau ni . Open your eyes big big . Mne smue brothers yg jiwa ngn kau time kau tgh susah ? Bile kau susah , kau tetap carik aku . Btol tk ? Smue bdk2 prasan you're just using me , bkn aku sorang aje . Kau tk rse malu eh ? Although I realised all that , I just kept myself quiet . Sbb aku pnya org ade hati and perasaan . Papa ckp tk slah tlng org susah , tpi lao dh slalu pnjm , is like wth ? Naa , your words really wake me up . Yeah , Ty dah 17 and I know Ty dh ckop matang . I'll look after myself okay Sis . Don't worry .

Happy Sweet 17th Birthday to Me :) Thanks Bro & Sis for all the love and birthday wishes . Too many to mention . 25th naik club jom . Ty ade party . Who's interested tag me at my tagboard . Take Careeeeee .

Whoooo ~

2009-12-08T23:37:00.007+08:00

Hello Fellow Blogmates ,
Firstly , Im very very shack . Just came back from work . Current mood pissed off . You say you want to fetch me from work but never fetch . Wth ? I give up with you already . Atleast give me a call or sms saying that you're not fetching me laa , fcuk . Secondly , I don't know what this feeling playing in my heart . When I try to forget him , he come back to my life again . Why must you ? And later on he walked off from me again . Why are you doing this to me ? Atleast open your eyes and see how much I had sacrifies for you can ? Who have been supporting you when your pocket is dry ? Think laa . Stop having the mindset of using me or what ? No point if you think that way . I believe in Karma . What goes around comes around . So I hope 1 day God will repay for what you had done towards me . I hate revenge . Lastly , 3 more days to my birthday . So what are you people waiting for ? Don't forget to buy me a present . Heh^^ My birthday cannot take off . Sad or what ? Okay till here .

Good Night .

Weeee :D

2009-12-03T01:30:00.001+08:00

Lazy to update .
● Reach work at 1pm . Okay I was late as usual .
● 2.30pm me and Lyn meet Syaza & Mily for lunch at Plaza Singapura .
● 4.30pm get back to our outlets . Kite stepping lunch 2 hours .
● 8pm chiao . Nie lagi stepping . Keje abis pkol 9pm . Haha .
● 9pm meet Eric , Joy , Am at West Coast Plaza . Money wasted on Cab ~ Pfft .
● Slack with them . Later on Nan[A]cai join us .
● 1215am Joy want to go home . So I cabbed him home , then cabbed Eric home .
● Now Home Sweet Home :)

East Coast :)

2009-11-29T23:30:00.005+08:00

Hello Earthlings .

Im going to sum it up what happened yesterday & today .

Yesterday

● Chinese friends organized BBQ Pit at East Coast Park . Before I went there I drop by my workplace for awhile . Okay Im pissed of with one of my customer . Two words ~~Fuck You.~~ Im lazy to elaborate more . Then off to ECP . I took bus 13 from Eunos . Which make me end up in area C . Their pit is further down area F . So I have to walked all the way there . It took me about 1hr 30mins . Reach there at 8.30pm . Then one by one went off the rest all tonn . So leftt Jie Sen & friends , Mei Yi , Hui Hui , Jasper , Pin Xuan , Wenda , Francis , Izza , Aupic , Acap , Yazid , Shamil . Fharidee , Rushidee , Haikal , Nazrul and lastly Hafiz Chenko . Did I missed out any name ?

I swear we have lots of fun .

Around 4.30 pack our things and headed to Mac to have our breakfast and

home sweet home .

Today

● Reach home about 9am , slept for 1 hour . 10am wake up . Bath & get ready to work . Was supposed to report work at 12pm but I reached there at 12.30pm . Nasib my manager sungguh baik hati and tidak sombong . Very hard to get this kind of manager . Nasib Eileen gy kerja . Lao tk confirm aku mendak . End work at 9pm . 845 I went off . Two things to describe at that point of time . Sleepy&Shack . Just now reach home at 10.30 . Time check now is 11.30 . I want go sleep already .

Good Night everyone :)

Happy Birthday .

2009-11-22T00:00:00.011+08:00

Today post is specially for my Bro ChikosweetS .

Good friends are like stars . You don't always see them but you know they are there . No matter where I am , my wishes are with you .

Happy 19th Birthday Amirul Aliff.

It's your 19th birthday . In most parts of the world , you are now regarded as an adult . Hope you have double the joy and twice the fun on your speacial day . With great power comes great responsibility . So exercise your freedom with maturity . Here's just one or two . May each passing year be filled with love . May your every dream come true . And may you aquired all that you desire . Be happy always with your love ones . Anyway , 2 more days to you court day . Just pray that everything going to turn out fine . Think positive okay ? Take Care .

Your Truly , Tytysweets

Training

2009-11-21T17:40:00.004+08:00

Okay , let me explain why I went MIA for the past few days . Im on work training from 17 Nov - 20 Nov . Im very very shack , even right now . My Saturday is spent at home . Was supposed to go Hanisah Pit . She does a small gathering for all my slack friends . How sweet of her . But Im sorry for not joining you guys . Im sick plus effing tired . I don't feel like going out . Starting from next week , you people won't be hearing a lot from me . I'll be starting work somewhere in town . Im not going to tell the place . Confirm you people disturb me . Haha . Anything just tag my tagboard and I'll get back to you . Promise . Anyway , for the ladies if you girls are looking for job , do tell me . My workplace got vacancy , Beauty Brand Ambassador :) If you're interested , tag my tagboard fast . Age requirement 17&above .

Anyway , today post is going to be short . Lazyy want to update^^

Take Care :)

Whooo !~

2009-11-12T23:58:00.009+08:00

Nites Lovely Bloggers .
I had a very long day today . I'm very very shack . I was awake by Lolok sms in the morning . Layankn die pnya karenah . Sumpah kau gile doh ~ Haha . Then I met Gurlfie , Syaza at about 2pm . We are supposed to go for a job interview at 2.30pm at Clarke Quay . Okay , you know me . I'm always not on time or shall I say late . We reached there at 3pm . I think the manager got pissed off as she is already late for her flight . We cabbed down to Terminal 1 . She &.her secretary interviewed us in the Taxi . Haha . You guys must be laughing upon reading this plus imagining how the interview went . First time I got interviewed in the Taxi . The interview went smoothly . Upon reaching there , the manager went for her flight while her secretary continue to brief us about the work at T1 , Mac . Okay , me & Syaza got the Beauty Executive job :) Next week training start . Tuesday till Friday . Then , I'll be officially starting work the following week . Yeah !~

12 November 2009 ; Anyway , I'm going to miss this both brother of mine . Casper & Apeq :( Im sorry for not coming down for your court today . Didn't expect that you guys going to get sentence today . I thought both of you would got bail after 3 weeks of remand . But things turned sour . Both got sentence RTC 1 year 6 months . Sumpah aku cry ni . Casper ; this year , tk dpt aku celebrate birthday aku ngn kau this coming Dec but nvm I already promise to give you a birthday card &.write to you . I will keep my words to look after your siblings plus your girl Yanasmall . Although I don't even know her , I just want to say be strong okay Yana . 1 year 6 months . Time will fly really fast &.I hope you will wait for him sincerely . Promise me okay ? Any problem , just beep me :) Same goes to Ziah Ketot . Sape2 brani sentuh drg siap uh kna ngn Tyty .

13 November 2009 ; Casper Brother , Farid is next to me reading what Im blogging . Cute pe die . Haha . I know he is sad deep in . Infront of me nk step happy-go-lucky . Don't worry . Kak Ty will protect you okay . I am ending my speech here . Haha . Take Care .

Good Day :)

Weeee

2009-11-08T23:45:00.001+08:00

Hola Everyone .

Sum it up ; I effing shack you know . I just came back . Early morning Mum wake me up ask me to accompany Granny for an eye-check up at Angsana , somewhere in Malaysia . Mom can't accompany as she is working in the afternoon . So being a caring grandaughter , I decided to accompany her . Lau tk jgn harap aku nk bgn pagy2 gtu . Tpi kesian Nenek pnya psl . Fetch her under her blk and we proceed to J.E interchange . Okay , reach there on time . The yellow bus haven't gerak yet . So ape lagi , buy the ticket and went up the bus . Leceh doh . Takpe Nek , next year Ty amek lesen kereta . Lain kali senang sket Nek nk pegy mne2 Ty antar . Heh . Reach Malaysia . Drop by somewhere near my Aunt house , she fetch us there and we proceed to Angsana . While Granny went for her Eye-check up , ape lagy Ty mcm biase walk-walk the whole shopping complex . Tk byk benda . I only bought shoes , Love Novels , Slippers . Thats all . At there the shirt & gowns all cheapskate . I can find all that in Bugis Street . Haaahs . Then we had lunch . Okay , can't denied the food at there effing nice . After that , Granny wants to see my new house . Look up ^^ Took a lot of pictures with Granny and cousin of mine , Hafiz :D January baru dpt kunci oi . Msih tgh renovate luh kan . After that went to my Aunt house . Lepak at there . Daddy fetch me & Granny at night . Then , fetch Brother & Sis . Send Granny home and proceed amek Mama frm work . As usual pegy mkn at Teh Tarik and now home sweet home . Bloated sia . Ty niari mkn byk . Haha ~ Okay luh . Ty nk go main Sorority Life . Update when I want to update . Anyway , 2 more days is my Malay O's Paper . Wish me all the best okay .

Sweet Dreams ~

Back .

2009-11-07T23:30:00.001+08:00

Hello Precious People ,

Im back . Haha . Miss me or not ? Sheesh . Im left with Malay Paper & Science Paper 1 . Overall all the paper were average . But I think I did preety badly for my Science Paper and Maths Paper 2 . I didn't study for both subject . So whatever it is Im prepare if I flung both Papers but with atleast an E8 grade . Okay , lets not talk about it . Early this morning Eric called . Find fault with me . Cb Fatin . No wonder from yesterday I called her , she kept rejecting . Already talk shit about me then don't dare to pick up my call . Like what Afad Angkong personal message said "Jadi pmpn mulut tkmo mcm sial , tkmo biken citer , tkmoh buto miskin ! Pecar ukh." I wonder why Eric want to interfere between my problem with Fatin & Erda . Like wtf ? Let me get this straight . If you got a problem with me , spit it up right to my face . There is no need to ask your boyfie to interfere . Okay , I don't want to elaborate further . Fuck it . Anyway , thanks Zan to listen to my probs . I know I talk a lot just now :D Around 10.30 am , went for job interview at Takashimaya , Ngee Ann City . Hope I got the Admin/Retail job . After that me and Syaza went I-Setan followed by Wisma . We walk-walk around . Boring ~ Haha . Then we proceed to Bugis , had our lunch at L.J.S and then we walk-walk at Bugis Junction . I bought this cute pink watch , shades and dress . Next , we proceed to Adelphi building . Syaza wants to go for job interview . But wasted trip . We forgot today is Saturday , half day . Then we walk at that building . Nothing much so we proceed to Peninsula . Effing bored doh ~ Then I proceed home sweet home while Syaza met her boyfie . Gaaahs . Thats all about today . Short and simple . Extually I got many things to blog but Im lazy to type . So just wait for my next post .

Take Care ,

Ping Pong ~

2009-11-06T23:50:00.000+08:00

The Video up there ^^ is recordeed by ____ ? Opsy I forgot her name . I met Zul after his work . Main PingPong doh . Tyty main pingpong ? Haha . Sumpah aku mcm bdk belo2 . First time main ping pong luh sia . Okay niari aku mls nk update . Penat giler oi . Ini pon aku baru balek . Enjoy the video okay guys .

Take Care .

Tytysweets.

2009-10-31T12:18:00.008+08:00

Precious Ones, just keep the tag rolling yaww :D

I'll be having papers like the whole week of next week. So pray for me people.

Hope everything goes smoothly.

I will start blog-ing after 11 November.

Take Care .

Friendship.

2009-10-28T23:52:00.011+08:00

Today post is going to be a long one. Just now something happened. I cried in public. Never in my life I would think that someone whom I regard a true friend would stabbed me from the back. After all this while I have been treating you guys faithfully. In fact, I regard you guys like my blood. When you guys are in need, without failed I help you guys out. Although you guys lied to me like super a lot. Still without fail I help you guys. Doesn't meant I kept quiet all this while, I'm easily stupidities! Still, no hard feeling and grudges. See what true friend are^^ But after today, I gave up. Never would I want to be friend with you guys nor contact with you guys anymore. I swear today will be the last.

Remember that old saying "If you want a true friend, you have to be one? Well, this is something we rarely think about. We remember that advice we received as youngsters in school, but gone are the days of following the Golden Rule - or so it seems...

Perhaps you've been searching high and low for that true friend. Or you already have a true friend, but you've been feeling like maybe they've been true but you haven't. You'll want to do whatever you can to hold the relationship together. A true friend is so hard to find. Don't let them go. You may never find another true friend!

True friends are loyal. Loyalty is a quality we all treasure in our true friends. A loyal friend, as opposed to a “fair weather” friend, is someone who stands by your side and does not abandon you ever, even when you are going through a difficult time. In contrast, a “fair weather friend” only sticks around when times are good, and is quick to “abandon ship” when life gets more challenging. When people are loyal to their friends through thick and thin, this character trait speaks volumes about their inner character.

True friends, in addition to being loyal, are also honest. Honesty does not have to be cruel or excessively sharp, mind you. But your true friends should be able to speak to you directly and candidly. When a true friend offers you criticism, it is typically meant to be constructive, not destructive or hurtful. You can usually tell by the way someone offers criticism whether it is well intended or not.

To Chiko: I'm sorry to accused you anyhow. I didn't mean it. I should have listen your explanation first. I know I could count on you. Once again, I'm sorry okay Bro :D
To Leeza: You're forgiven. No hard feelings :)

To A, E&H: Cherish your friendship sincerely. Understand that no friendship is perfect. There will be challenging times when your friendship is tested. This is the only way you will know if your friendship is really a true one. A true friend will never divulge those deep, dark secrets. When you confide in a true friend, no one will know that you're unhappy with your boss, your lover. A true friend will keep your secrets totally confidential. A true friend will help you through the pain. A true friend will tell you gently when you're wrong. Appreciate that person. He or she is very rare in this world. Hold onto a true friend, and show them you care. Show others through your attitude and actions that you do really, truly care. Be the friend you need. Appreciate them. Understand their needs. Listen if they want to bitch. Celebrate their successes with them with true joy - because you care. Answer their sensitive questions and doubts honestly yet diplomatically. Try to empathize; put yourself it their shoes. Let him or her cry on your shoulder. Never laugh at their pain or minimize the importance of whatever the issue might be. Remember, it's important to him or her. Therefore it should be important to you. Whatever the issue might be, it should be treated with a serious level of concern and care. Remember, you guys may be the one who needs a true friend the next time around. What you sow, so shall you reap.

Your Sincerely,

Update

2009-09-02T22:17:00.008+08:00

Hello Earthlings ,
Firstly Im sorry for abandoning my blog . If you notice my blog been private for the past few weeks . The reason I privated my blog its because I have not been blogging lately . Since Shahlis been pestering me to invite him to my blog , I got so annoyed and decided to blog so that I can unprivate my blog . Preety sorry . I've been effing busy with night classes , tuition , prelim 2 and O-levels . Many thing happened since the last day I updated my blog till today . If only Im not lazy , I would blog from A-Z . Haha . Thats a lie . Anyway , time flies really fast right ? Im now left with 2 months away to O-levels and soon I'll get out of that school . Im sure Im going to miss my Secondary life . Sheesh^^

If you can dream it , you can do it . Got my MT O-level results. I score B3 . Syukur Alhamdulilah . But Im retaking it as I believe that I can get distinction for my Mother Tongue . Insyallah . Its one of the subject which can help me to get to a good school after O-level . Anyway , Im done with O-level English Oral which is on 24 August . I guess I did badly . You know why ? I was sick on that day . That explained why . A challenge from God . Thats something I have to accept . The next day I cried when I think back about my English Oral . Cry baby , I know . But nevertheless , I won't give up easily . I will pick myself up from there and fight on . It will get better and I'll learn from this . Then I'll improve . Still got English Paper 1&2 to go . I will do my very best for both paper . I believe I can do anything through him who gives me strength , thank you Allah .
Tomorrow Prelim 2 Start . And now Im down with high fever 38.8°C . Went to Jurong Polyclinic on Monday and got 3 days MC . Despite eating the medicine precribed by Doctor Gaurav Gupta still my cough and my flu gets worserned so I went to the clinic again today . Doctor Shijia Chan gave me another 2 days MC . The most sickening thing is that why I must always get sick before exam ? Tomorrow is English Paper 1&2 . Friday is Social Studies & POA Paper 1 . Hope to get well soon . Sheesh .
To All Umat Islam ,

Sum It Up :)

2009-08-07T23:15:00.007+08:00

` S U M I T U P !
Updation for 7 August July 2009 ; Far East :)

Updation For 3 August July 2009 ; PPIS Opening :)

Updation For 2 August 2009 ; PPIS Preparation 2 :)

Updation For 1 August 2009 ; PPIS Preparation 1 :)

Updation For 31 July 2009 ; Plaza Singapura :)

Updation For 28 July 2009 ; 600 Sms Received !

Updation For 27 July 2009 ; Recording Studio :)

Updation For 24 July 2009 ; Racial Harmony :)

Updation For 23 July 2009 ; Supper With Kaki Gereks :)

Updation For 21 July 2009 ; Mummy Birthday :)

Updation For 18 July 2009 ; Chalet At Orchid Country Club :)

Updation For 15 July 2009 ; Chemistry Lab & JP Outing With Gurlfie .

Thats all for now . Just pictures update . Im lazy to like summarize everything . Seriously . I really got no time to update . Haha :D

Study Time .

2009-07-09T22:22:00.008+08:00

S T R E S S !

Just came back from the library along with my gurlfie , Syaza . Went to finish up our English assignment which is due tomorrow . If its not counted for our CA , jgn harap kte nk buat . Sheesh . Had so much fun whenever Im out with Syaza not only her but Atika too . There's always something to joke about . But most importantly , when it come to study we study . Im left with 100+ days to O-level . I must worked extra extra hard starting from today . Looking at my prelim 1 results , its effing bad . I passed only 1 subject . Like wtf ? First time my result flung very badly . Hence , I have to start staying back after school and chase after my subject teachers for extra lesson :] Oky thats it . Lets get back to today post . After study-ing , we walked around J.P . Syaza bought her stuff and I bought mine too and off we went home . Currently muching Famous Amos biscuit . Want some ?^^

Oh yarh . Im left with Comot to let go . The rest got people chop.chop.chop already plus some I still want to keep . See post June 2009 for detail .

Good Night :]

Happy Bithday Eric .

2009-07-08T21:35:00.012+08:00

[Currently listening to MJ - You Are Not Alone]

Mood : Feeling Down .

Today post especially for my dearest ex , Eric .

Happy Sweet 22nd Birthday .

Hope your all your wishes came true and be happy always .

Promise me to take care of yourself ?

Just finish chatting with Chiko . One of Eric's good friend .

③ ஃДђchiќo⑥ДђLaќќoஃ ⑨ says: SERIOUS ??
●Sαтυ-Sαтυηуα Tутуѕwεεтѕ● says: yeah .
③ ஃДђchiќo⑥ДђLaќќoஃ ⑨ says: oooooohhhhhhhh. k. now i know. ure tyty eric pernah ckp. he met ur parents b4 rite ??
●Sαтυ-Sαтυηуα Tутуѕwεεтѕ● says: But what we talk remains in this conversation only k ?
③ ஃДђchiќo⑥ДђLaќќoஃ ⑨ says: ok. eric is on the run.
●Sαтυ-Sαтυηуα Tутуѕwεεтѕ● says: what happened?
③ ஃДђchiќo⑥ДђLaќќoஃ ⑨ says: police carik die. idk y. u wanna wish him, msg him at sengets no.
●Sαтυ-Sαтυηуα Tутуѕwεεтѕ● says: tknk . later senget bce mmpos .
③ ஃДђchiќo⑥ДђLaќќoஃ ⑨ says: haha. eric dah tk pakai hp.
●Sαтυ-Sαтυηуα Tутуѕwεεтѕ● says: i heard senget pon nk msok .
③ ஃДђchiќo⑥ДђLaќќoஃ ⑨ says: yup.
●Sαтυ-Sαтυηуα Tутуѕwεεтѕ● says: help me wish can Chiko?
③ ஃДђchiќo⑥ДђLaќќoஃ ⑨ says: ok. where u stay ah ??
●Sαтυ-Sαтυηуα Tутуѕwεεтѕ● says: Just tell him that tyty say tc of yourself . nearby aje . Jurong west . haa .
③ ஃДђchiќo⑥ДђLaќќoஃ ⑨ says: oooh.
●Sαтυ-Sαтυηуα Tутуѕwεεтѕ● says: u bb right ?
③ ஃДђchiќo⑥ДђLaќќoஃ ⑨ says: u paid a bit for erics motorbike eh ?? yup.
●Sαтυ-Sαтυηуα Tутуѕwεεтѕ● says: how u know ?
③ ஃДђchiќo⑥ДђLaќќoஃ ⑨ says: he tells me alot bout u. haha. so ure the tyty. haha.
●Sαтυ-Sαтυηуα Tутуѕwεεтѕ● says: aah lah . die buat pkai tyty aje nk $$$ aje .
③ ஃДђchiќo⑥ДђLaќќoஃ ⑨ says: no he says he misses u.
●Sαтυ-Sαтυηуα Tутуѕwεεтѕ● says: oh really ?
③ ஃДђchiќo⑥ДђLaќќoஃ ⑨ says: yup. haha. finally i know who the tyty he's been talking about.
●Sαтυ-Sαтυηуα Tутуѕwεεтѕ● says: Yeah . U know how I know you ? He always talk abt u otp . Haa .
③ ஃДђchiќo⑥ДђLaќќoஃ ⑨ says: huh ? he talks about me ??
●Sαтυ-Sαтυηуα Tутуѕwεεтѕ● says: he say u very funny all . haa .
③ ஃДђchiќo⑥ДђLaќќoஃ ⑨ says: haha
●Sαтυ-Sαтυηуα Tутуѕwεεтѕ● says: your nO. 98765432 right ?
③ ஃДђchiќo⑥ДђLaќќoஃ ⑨ says: dah tukar. tat one no lamer.
●Sαтυ-Sαтυηуα Tутуѕwεεтѕ● says: ok . dh bleh delete . haa .
③ ஃДђchiќo⑥ДђLaќќoஃ ⑨ says: haha. tkmo delete. UPDATE! haha. 98765432.
●Sαтυ-Sαтυηуα Tутуѕwεεтѕ● says: ok
③ ஃДђchiќo⑥ДђLaќќoஃ ⑨ says:
one thing i remember him saying was he feels bad tat he didnt get a chance to bring u out with his bike when u paid a bit for the bike. haha
●Sαтυ-Sαтυηуα Tутуѕwεεтѕ● says: nvm lah , I extually don't care . As long as he is happy , im happy for him .
③ ஃДђchiќo⑥ДђLaќќoஃ ⑨ says: so sweet of u . im really sad tat he's goin in again .
●Sαтυ-Sαтυηуα Tутуѕwεεтѕ● says: he is still with Kecik right ?
③ ஃДђchiќo⑥ДђLaќќoஃ ⑨ says: kecik ??
●Sαтυ-Sαтυηуα Tутуѕwεεтѕ● says: Hirda .
③ ஃДђchiќo⑥ДђLaќќoஃ ⑨ says: who sia ?? ooh. dont know. dah lamer tk jumpe. we celebrating his bdae tis sat. wanna join ??
●Sαтυ-Sαтυηуα Tутуѕwεεтѕ● says:
tknk uh . feel so odd .
③ ஃДђchiќo⑥ДђLaќќoஃ ⑨ says: pe je. he gonna surrender himself after his birthday .
●Sαтυ-Sαтυηуα Tутуѕwεεтѕ● says: haish . Chiko update tyty ehs if anything happened to him . 98765432 - Save ! Haha .
③ ஃДђchiќo⑥ДђLaќќoஃ ⑨ says: done. i'll update u if anitin happens to him.
●Sαтυ-Sαтυηуα Tутуѕwεεтѕ● says: thanks .
③ ஃДђchiќo⑥ДђLaќќoஃ ⑨ says: no problem. ur always welcum.
●Sαтυ-Sαтυηуα Tутуѕwεεтѕ● says: Klah Chiko . Ty nk outs . Tc of urself . Dont 4get send my regard+bdae wish to Eric *haa*
③ ஃДђchiќo⑥ДђLaќќoஃ ⑨ says: ok. u tc too!

Thats all . Siket2 jeq luh k ? Haa .

Days passes , still I have not found someone that can replaced you .

You are someone I hardly can't forget .

Afterall , I knew you still care about me . If anything happened to you and

you went in again , I'll be there for you . I promise .

Writing letters & Visiting you . Thats something I have to endure .

Still you are still regarded my bestest friend even though we are not together anymore .

Take Care ♥♥♥

Today = Splendid !

2009-07-04T23:41:00.004+08:00

Abdul Rahman & Rashidah Wedding :]

Today = Splendid !

Went to Shidah's wedding . She look absolutely gorgeous^^ Went together with Atiq&Lil Sis[Wani] , Mukmin&Boyfie[Shah] , Izza&Boyfie[Ainul] and lastly Mardhiah . At first we plan to meet 3pm at Mukmin house but everyone seems to take their own sweet time . Like wtf ! I reached outside Mukmin house exactly 3pm sharp . I called Mardhiah and asked where are you and the rest ? You know what ? They were at the Salon washing their hair . They asked me to wait at Mukmin house . So I knock on his door and his mother opened the door and I asked is Mukmin in and his mother replied , he is still sleeping . Oh god ! They simply getting on my nerve . If I know they are going to be late , I should have get out of my house later . Mukmin came out of his house . Instead of saying sorry , he told me he got this nightmare and blablabla . I asked him to take a bath ASAP . While waiting for him , I simply can't stand the heat and decided to meet Atiq&Wani first . Pity them waiting for me . Meet them already , decided to wait for the rest at there . They came half-an-hour later . Next time I won't be like a dog to wait for you guys instead I'll make you guys wait for me *evil-laugh* Sheesh . Forget it . Next we proceed to Shidah wedding . Take pictures , got ourself some food , we eat , talk , talk and talk plus gossip and off we went back . Shake hand with Shidah's Mum and Shidah . Atiq and Wani went off and the rest proceed to Mukmin house . Changed our shirt and went to slack . As usual we make noise , Ainul was boring and Izza&him when off first . Then something happened . Mukmin&Boyfie[Shah] fought . Im lazy to elaborate . Then went to Mukmin house and taught his Mum how to make-up . Then I went off with Mardhiah and Shah to Mac . Bought some food and we ate there . Along our way to buy some snack , we bumped into Zul . He join us slacked . We slacked till one by one start to went off . Haha . Now home sweet home and blogging ;D

Nite Readers !

Update !

2009-07-03T14:05:00.036+08:00

27 June 2009 :

27 June 2009 :

[Abg Farid Friends Excort - Phantom Kia Punya]

Today updation just pictures+videos due last Sat&Sun !

Abg Farid & Kak Fazura Wedding .

[Click on the picture to enlarge]

My Cats

2009-06-26T10:30:00.000+08:00

Today updation , picture only !

Extually Im giving away my cats . I only want to keep Tutu . Sheesh . Anyone interested ? Just tagged me at my tagboard . They are well trained . Most of them pee+pass motion in the toilet . Not most . All of them extually . Hah ! Till here . My post is just gonna be a short one . I want go deposit money in my bank , go Bugis and then off to watch Transformers: Revenge Of The Fallen .

Take Care Friendly Readers .

Stupyd Moron .

2009-06-23T22:17:00.033+08:00

82514678 ?

I don't find it wrong to publicize your number .
Before you guys read this post , lets just say , my post is going to contain a lot of vulgarities . So apology for the vulgar word used . It all started when I woke up from sleep early this morning , I received around 20 missed call from that number . I don't even know him and around 7.30am he called again and I answer "Hello . Who's this ? Ni Nas . Dh tk tahu nk angkat call i pe . Nas mne siak . Umor ko brape ? Nas22 . Tengah buat pe ? Tengah siap2 nk pegy skola . Then I was like you got nothing better to is it , calling people in the morning . Then he went silent and I hung up the phone . He acted as if I've known him for a long time . Then he started sms-ing me . I was like whats wrong with this guy . He simply getting on my nerve .

Nas: a pukimak kau ada jantan lain kan go ahead ar ehk penipu pembastard
Tyty: Excuse me , mind ur words . Who do u think u're ? Fancy scolding people vulgarities . Ur attitude simply sucks . Worst still u're 22 but u don't act like one .
Nas: dah puas mengatal menyundal n memantat ngan jantan lain kat phone.
Tyty: Didn't reply his sms . (I was like wtf ? Who's the hell is this guy !)
Nas: Mak kau nya puki k kau nk main gila kan go ahead kau tengok kau bole tahan ngan gila aku ke tk k
Tyty: Haha . Lets see . Let me remind you . Aku sket pn tk goyang . Want me to repeat that ? Ko maen gle ngn aku , aku pn ley maen gle ngn kau . Stupyd .
Nas: ehk tengok la ape akan jadi ngan kau k
Tyty: Ko ley uat ape . Serious shyt ko fkir aku tkot ngn ko ?

Serious shit . I swear that I don't even know who the hell you're . I find it damn irritating at times when brainless people like you send nonsensical messages . If you happened disturb me again , Im afraid Im going to make this matter big &.for your info , you sucks big time .

And apologise once again for the used of vulgarities in my post .

Liar .

2009-06-19T04:32:00.012+08:00

There is no need for you to come out with a story gurlfie .
Enough of your grandmother stories .
Its not Syaza Im refering to .
" I hate you for the period of time "
Mark my words .
BANYAK BUNYI , BANYAK BOHONG !

Already lie to me , then want to involve other people . Wtf ? Seriously , you already out of point then you wanna find my mistake . Somemore don’t want to admit your mistake . If you are not satisfied about what I said to Syaza , on that day itself , you should have point out my mistake . Why on the day I fought with you then you point out my mistake . Because why ? People like you , always want to win . So because of my sympathy towards you , I let you win . Although I know Im not in the wrong . But serious shit , there’s no need for you to tell your friends who are closest to your heart that Im at fault . You are the one who were in the wrong and you putting the blame on me . Why ? You want other people to sympathize with you is it ? Anyway , why you never accept the comment I made at your blog for the post on 19 June 2009 ? Because you don’t want people to know the true story or what ? Let me just say , I don’t believe any comment that is made by people [Susy, Efa and Lala ] for that post . You know why ? Because you’re the person whom commented all that ? Am I right to say this ? Look at all the other post in your blog ? Got people comment as much as 19 June 2009 post ? Siak2 . If you tell me to ask them myself , Im sure you have pakat with them . Pathetic . This is not the 1st time probably the 100 times you lied to me . Regarding your relationship with Alan also . U told me and Syaza your parents know about it . But what happened before my eyes on 19 May 2009 . I don’t wish to elaborate . Tknk malukan kau :] I admit people make mistake same goes to me . If in the first place you are not sincere to help me , why bother helping ? And when I fought with you , you want to talk about what happened in the past . Like wtf ? And why didn’t you reply my last sms . I’ve given you the green light isn’t it to expose all the dirty lil secret about me that you’ve kept all this while to my parents . But why didn’t you ? FYI , Im not scared infact Im waiting for that big day . Because they know everything from A-Z . So Im prepared . Extually , I got lots of thing to say in this post but Im lazy to elaborate more . So till here . Take Care .

Your Sincerely , Tyty .

Update !

2009-06-07T12:18:00.006+08:00

Finally , I got the time to blog . I've been very lazy to blog lately . I got the free time but you know me . Heh^^ Oky , I totally don't know what to blog . My mind is blank right now . Nothing much happened lately . My days is spent with my cousin , Ilah around Lion City . The weather is effing hot which make me want to stay at home rather than stay out . I just got to know this guy 2 days ago , Rusydi :] Nice talking to you otp just now from 1am to 5am . I guess now you know 40% of me perhaps ? Haha . Musa , where are you ? Perhaps you have someone else . Thats why you are not texting me anymore . Anyway , its fine with me . Nice knowing you all this while . A caring & friendly friend^^ 2 thumbs up . Eric , I miss you truckloads . Idk why is hard for me to forget you . Its indeed freaking hard to let go the ones you love . I wonder hows your life right now ? I hope you're doing fine . I heard from your friend you found someone else . Take care of her and make her happy oky ? I can't deny tears is rolling down my cheeck . Now Im speechless over the edge and just breathless , I never thought that I catch this lovebug again . *hopeless* Gurlfie , I need youu guys . Come back soon . Oky I guess I'll end here . Nothing much to blog . Take Care Readers .

Update about just now .

2009-05-29T18:04:00.001+08:00

Basically , yesterday I didn't snap any picture of playing pool as OM paitao . Seriously if you can't make it you should have the initiative to inform us right ? Fcuk* So instead of playing pool , me , Syaza and Irfan slack . We crack jokes and play psp like nobody business . 3 people like 10 people . Haha . Saw a lot of my frens . Most of it fren from my past . Haha . I still can't stop laughing thinking abt what Irfan said . "Have you guys ever dream of people commiting suicide ?" Haha . You know why ? At first he talk abt E&N . E pushed N and he said N fly to the side . Then S ask E why he pushed E to the side but is extually why E pushed N to the side . Back to the dream thingy he said he dream abt a man commiting suicide by hanging his head then Syaza said what happened to the body ? Then I said the body fly to the side and we burst out loud . I know its lame^^ But if you guys were there you'll surely laugh out loud . Haha . Right Irfan ? Didn't meant to disturb you .

This is Irfan . Candid post from him . He's going to kill me if he see this post ^_^ Haha . This part he is debating with Syaza . I didn't manage to snap Syaza pic . Her eyes are sharp . She happened to know if I took a shot of her and will ask me to delete . Haha .

Oky I'll end my post here .

Getting some rest .

Good Night People .

Weeeeee

2009-05-28T13:19:00.009+08:00

Niari aku pergi main pool dengan Irfan , Om dan Syaza :]
Meeting them at 3PM sharp .
Firstly , pegy rumah Irfan jps .
Aku nk transfer game burnout kt dlm PSP . Whooo ~
Sekian lame PSP aku saket and admitted to hospital .
Finally dah kembali pulih . Part nie mepek aku tahu ^^
Siak aje . 'O'-level Malay Paper 1&2 hari Monday .
Masih leh enjoy eh Tyty nie . Woah . Haha :]
Wish me goodluck oky . Harap2 dapat A1 . *high hopes.eyes rolling*
Mendak giler tseh kt rumah .
Fight with my Bro . Tsk ! Perangai tkmoh menjadi2 uh siol .
Jgn smpai aku complain Papa uh . Geram aje .
Kau fikir kau msg aku mrh2 aku takot uhh ? Rilek sudah .
Yg kau tahu cuma ckp "...kau tutup kau punya mulut! Diam uh"
Kau tutup mulut kau dulu uh .
Where's the lovely kaki gerek bro I used to have all this while ? :'(
Kau dh slah campur prangai kau cm ni .
I hate the way you're now . You changed a lot .
Oky Im done with my post . Aku nk siap2 mandi .

I'll update the picture taken today at night if Im not that sleepy .

And to Ipi . Happy 16th Birthday . May all your wishes come true and be happy always with your love ones . Take care , friend .

Pathetic Syafiqah

2009-05-27T14:17:00.003+08:00

The reason I privated my blog last week is because of this lady on top^^
If someday your gorgeous/preety/handsome picture is in my list , it means , you're somebody . Don't blame me for displaying your gorgeous picture in my blog because you start the fire and with my sincere heart I'll make you even more famous . Like what I said , you’re messing with the wrong bitch . You should be thankful enough that I never sell your phone number in my blog . One more wrong move from you thats it . The recording Ziah Kettot record was superb . Thanks to her luh seyy . I love you . Haha . Listen Syafiqah , bitch about me till you can't stop . I don't even care . Kao pnya bbl dlm recording bkn main kerekpalapundek . Nk rembat aku ? Nk spam blog aku ? Haha . Bile aku jmpe kau asl kau diam ? Bople kat tekak ehh syg ? Nk tarik makbapak dlm hal nie kan . Makbapak kau nk jmpe aku lah , buat Police report uhh , Makbapak kau nk complain skola aku uhh . Lastly , bile aku jmpe Makbapak kau , kau sendiri yg kna maki ngn Mak kau . Terkejut kn tibe2 aku muncul kt umah kau ? Aku tk pernah gentar ngn ancaman kau . Sebab itu smue bullshit ! Fuh-yoo . Gerek siak tgok free show . Aku ade byk bukti kuat utk matikan kau . So don’t messed with me . Oky . Aku mls nk elaborate ape jdi on Friday night . Tknk buat kau malu luh kann . Anyway , look yourself in the mirror before you go around criticizing other people . I guess you look like the worst whore in the world . Want to complain to your Mummy ? By all means . I’ve given you the green light :]

Im Sorry

2009-05-21T16:17:00.010+08:00

040408♥
Boyfriend you know Im sorry .
If you hear me baby hence say it to me one last chance .

I can’t live without you . No one did you wrong boy . No one did you wrong . Baby its my fault . Im sorry . I can see my whole world changing coz of you . And its up side down . Im no need . Shouldn’t know better than to hurt your feeling . Come back here give me one more try . Im sorry . Im sorry . Im sorry . Im sorry . Im sorry . Im sorry . Im sorry . Im sorry . I can see my whole world changing . There’s no need to live when I can’t be with you . What I did was wrong Im sorry . Didn’t know how much I really missed you . I can see my whole world changing . There’s no need to live when I can’t be with you .What I did was wrong Im sorry . Didn’t know how much I really missed you , Eric .

Happy Birthday .

2009-05-21T00:00:00.004+08:00

Happy 18th Birthday Senget .

Good friends are like stars .

You don't always see them but you know they are there .

No matter where I am , my wishes are with you .

It's your 18th birthday . In most parts of the world , you are now regarded as an adult . Flaunt your driving license , and exercise your right to vote . Fake ! Haha . With great power comes great responsibility . So exercise your freedom with maturity . May all your wishes come true and be happy always with your love ones .

Nites Everyone !

Study time ~

2009-05-19T23:35:00.003+08:00

Study time .

That boy on top ^^ is not boyfriend . He's just a friend of mine . Just now , I went to study with him together along with Yazid , Irfan and Syaza at Jurong Point library . Syaza was late again . As usual . Haha :] So I and Taufik headed to the library first to meet Irfan and Yazid as they already find a place for us to sit in the library . As usual . We talk a lot at the same time we study . Yazid and Taufik when home first . Left me , Syaza and Irfan . Around 745pm , we went off . They went to take a puff and we headed home . Was suppose to me Bo at 8pm but end up I meet him at 830pm . Haha . What goes around comes around . That time you make me wait for 45 mins . Now is my turn :P At first was thinking to went of at 930pm . But end up I went off at 1030pm . All because of Bo . Tsk . Haha . Oky , I'll end my update here . Im freaking tired . Want to get some rest ^-^ . Nites .

Updated .

2009-05-17T12:16:00.005+08:00

Aqila: Hai tutty. Nie aqila. First tingx first, aku nk make tingx clear yg aku brani sumpoah itx nt me who spam ur blog. N if kaw nk tau, org yg blg aku abt kaw blog psl aku. Aku sendiri tkd blog,blog syafiqah pn aku tj tau..ape lagyk blog kaw..Sampai hari nie,aku tk tau blog kaw..n 2 aku sumpah..i jux wan to noe, kpe kaw tudoh aku? Kpe kaw anti sgt ngn aku? Kalaw aku ade slh,blg aku..aku taw ms chan bbl ngan kaw..bkn aku nk sympathy fm others, tapy aku rase itx unfair 4 u to accuse me of spamming ur blog..aku serious tk buat kerje 2..i hope you understand..kite same2 dah adult,i hope we cn settle tingx nicely..aku tknk gado where as dulu kite penah baek2

Tutty: Hello Aqila , listen . I don't care whether you or whoever spam my blog . But the thing is , its not abt you spam my blog or what . Its all abt you . Tnye uhh diri kao ape kao dh buat . You tell me Syafiqah yg blang kao psl aku blog psl kao kt blog aku . Infact , the day I blog abt you , its the day I had a misunderstanding ngn Syafiqah plus kao uat hal ngn aku and the day "somefuckers" spam my blog . I did ask Syafiqah whether is she the one whom spam me and why she said she don't even have my link and whatever shit . Who should I believe now ? Now you tell me . Aku tk tudoh kao but you put me in the situation whereby you make me suspect you're the want whom spam my blog . Why make Kak Zee and Miss Chan get involve ? Tk perlu eh girl . You can pull me one side during free time at skool and talk things out . Like what you said kte same2 adult we can settle things nicely . Why bother calling uninvited parties ? Kao pkir aku nie ape ? Singa , mkn org ? You ask me asl aku anti sgt ngn kao ? If you remember the time kte main trueORdare . Aku pernah mention psl nie . I've never hated you from the start . Kao gerek ngn aku , aku gerek ngn kao . Kao maen giler ngn aku aku maen giler ngan kao . Aku rase kao dh cukup knal aku in and out . Aku tkkn ade hal ngn sesiape2 unless org tuu carik psl ngn aku . Maybe kao ngn Syaza , mmg tkle ngam tpi ini antara kao ngn die and itu tk bermakne aku tkle ngam ngn kao . Btol tk ? Tk dinafikan , you're in one of my kaki gerek friend list . Yeah , memang kte pernah berbaek2 dulu . Maybe kao akan ckp , aku cma buat pkai kao bile aku gdoh ngn Syaza . Don't have that negative thinking in your mind . Lao aku tk pegy kt kao , I still have Atika and Nabillah . But why I bother still to hang about with you , Syafiqah and the rest ? Do you even think about that ? :] I have my say . Now its up to you .

Take Care :]

I Miss These People .

2009-05-16T14:10:00.006+08:00

As I was clearing some folder in my computer , I found this videos . I can't stop laughing , watching it again and again :] Anyway , I miss these people man . Expecially Boyfie Yat & Hafeez . Haha . Siak uhs . Aku mendak gile nk mampos . Nk kuar tunggu _ _ punya call & mcg pey lmbt . Nnti aku ade plan lain , kau ckp aku asyik paitao2 kau . Grr . Oky , I got nothing to blog . just wait for my next post oky :] Enjoy the video I uploaded .

Update About Yesterday .

2009-05-16T01:38:00.001+08:00

Picture Update On Just Now Event .

Hari Ibu 2009 Makan Malam Sambil Berhibur Bersama Taufik Batisah

@ Sheraton Towers Hotel :]

Reach home at 0030am . Wash up & now Im updating .

Woah !

2009-05-15T15:25:00.007+08:00

TTM , Im sorry to lie to you . I didn't mean to hurt your feelings . We just can't go on like this . Its too much . Its really too much . Im sorry . Nothing much happened in school today . But I did enjoy myself . Laughing here and there . Didn't do any revision today . Many of my subject teacher went M.I.A due to invigilating the classes which is having examination . Malay class was fun . Syaza jakons siol biler nmpk China Phone . Haha . We went for early recess . Whoo! Then after eating , I had a stomache . Bukan nk berak tpi gara2 mkn nasi . Haha ! And to Atika Im sorry about the Roti Tuna . Aku serba salah siol . Sumpah gelek-gelek uhs . Im totally sorry baby gerl . Then we had English&Reflection period at library . Miss Chan talk things out with me . Firstly about my brother case and secondly about the stuff I blog about Aqila . Anyway Aqila , I know you're reading this . Don't ever expect an apology from me . Yes , we both are at fault . I guess you're the one whom spam my tagboard . I just got to know from Miss Chan that you took your own action . Complain to Miss Chan , complain to Kak Zee . After this complain to who ? Your parents . Listen , your words ain't bring me down . You think by telling Miss Chan , Kak Zee abt this matter can solve everything ? Why you keep inviting other parties who are not involve in this matter to be involve ? Like what I said , if you're not satisfied with me come talk . You talk nicely , I'll talk to you nicely . You know me right ? Im not the type yang suke gadoh . Lao kao bbl ngn aku care taik , aku bbl ngn kao care taik , ko fkir api ngn api leh setlle prob nie . No Aqila . I know you feel hurt when I blog about you but what about me ? Oky I shall end here and not elaborate more . Later going for Mothers' Day dinner at Sheraton Towers Hotel . Whoo! Got to spend time with my Mummy . Yay ! Sorry Mum to make you rush back home after work . Anyway , daddys' birthday coming , what shall I get for him ? Any ideas ? So people give me an idea thru tag so I know what to get for him . Haha ! Oky , I'll update about today dinner tomorrow .

Take Care .

Oh gosh .

2009-05-13T14:25:00.006+08:00

What is this feeling playing in my heart ?

I just can't stop thinking of you . Whats wrong with me ?

Cukuplah saja kau berteman denganku . Janganlah kau meminta lebih . Aku tak mungkin mencintaimu . Sebab aku ada yang punya . Lebih baik kita berteman , kita berteman saja teman tapi mesra :]

Eric , I missed you sangat-sangat .

No one can replace you , 040408Y

Mother's Day Outing .

2009-05-10T23:54:00.003+08:00

Selamat Hari Ibu .

Sayang-Sayang Ibu Selalu .

MUACKS !

Happy Mother's Day

2009-05-10T14:15:00.004+08:00

I got this email from Norzaid :]

Since today is Mother's Day , my post will got to do with it .

Orang Kata Kita Lahir Dari Perut Emak.

(Bukan orang kata..memang betol pon)

Bila dahaga, yang susukan aku.... mak

Bila lapar, yang suapkan aku.... mak

Bila keseorangan, yang sentiasa di sampingku.. .. mak

Kata mak, perkataan pertama yang aku sebut.... Mak

Bila bangun tidur, aku cari.... mak

Bila nangis, orang pertama yang datang .... mak

Bila nak bermanja, aku dekati.... mak

Bila nak bergesel, aku duduk sebelah.... mak

Bila sedih, yang boleh memujukku hanya.... mak

Bila nakal, yang memarahi aku.... mak

Bila merajuk, yang memujukku cuma.... mak

Bila melakukan kesalahan, yang paling cepat marah.... mak

Bila takut, yang tenangkan aku.... mak

Bila nak peluk, yang aku suka peluk.... mak

Aku selalu teringatkan .... mak

Bila sedih, aku mesti talipon.... mak

Bila seronok, orang pertama aku nak beritahu..... mak

Bila stress.. aku suka luah pada.. mak

Bila takut, aku selalu panggil... "mmaaakkkk! "

Bila sakit, orang paling risau adalah.... mak

Bila nak exam, orang paling sibuk juga.... mak

Bila buat hal, yang marah aku dulu.... mak

Bila ada masalah, yang paling risau.... mak

Yang masih peluk dan cium aku sampai hari ni.. mak

Yang selalu masak makanan kegemaranku.... mak

Yang selalu simpan dan kemaskan barang-barang aku.... mak

Yang selalu berleter kat aku... mak

Yang selalu puji aku.... mak

Yang selalu nasihat aku.... mak

Bila Aku Ade Pasangan Hidup Sendiri.

Bila seronok, aku cari....pasanganku

Bila sedih, aku cari.... mak

Bila berjaya, aku ceritakan pada....pasanganku

Bila gagal, aku ceritakan pada.... mak

Bila bahagia, aku peluk erat....pasanganku

Bila berduka, aku peluk erat.... emakku

Bila nak bercuti, aku bawa....pasanganku

Bila sibuk, aku hantar anak ke rumah.... mak

Bila nak bercuti, aku bawa....pasanganku

Bila sibuk, aku hantar anak ke rumah.... mak

Bila sambut valentine.. Aku bagi hadiah pada pasanganku

Bila sambut hari ibu...aku cuma dapat ucapkan “Selamat Hari Ibu”

Selalu.. aku ingat pasanganku

Selalu.. mak ingat kat aku

Bila-bila... aku akan talipon pasanganku

Entah bila... aku nak talipon mak

Selalu...aku belikan hadiah untuk pasanganku

Entah bila... aku nak belikan hadiah untuk emak

Renungkan: "Kalau kau sudah habis belajar dan berkerja...bolehkah kau kirim wang untuk mak? Mak bukan nak banyak...lima puluh ringgit sebulan pun cukuplah". Berderai air mata jika kita mendengarnya.

Tapi kalau mak sudah tiada, MAKKKKK...RINDU MAK....RINDU SANGAT-SANGAT....

To all Mothers Out there , Happy Mother's Day :)

And to my Dearest Mama Faizah ,

I just want you to know I love you more than words .

Take Care :D

Outing To Airport .

2009-05-09T23:30:00.001+08:00

Sorry Maddy , Shah , Mukmin , Izza&Boyfie , Saidi , Izza Boyfie(2 friends) for not joining you all in today's outing . I had a last minutes plan with my Aunt . Oh gosh . I miss you people like truckloads . Looking foward to the next outing . I hope the next outing will be a splendid one with me around . Sheesh . Extually the plan today is to celebrate Hadi birthday . Since I can't make it for the outing today , Hadi , Zul , Danial&Gurlfie never go for the outing . Haish . Like wtf ? You guys should just have go and have fun . Once in a while tkde Tutty , tkkn tkley . Haha . Aku tahu takde aku tk fun . Cheyyy . Hahah . So Today plan change . I headed to Changi Airport Terminal 3 with Iqah , Auntie Fudge and Kak Ed . Fuhh . Boleh tahan besar . Jakon gtu lorh . Sampai sane , we go makan at Popeyes . Yummy yum yum .

After makan , changed Iqah diapers and clothes . Then , we jalan2 at there and we headed home . And here I am blogging :]

I guess I will start doing a proper update soon ayee .

Nite-Nite Readers .

Yohaaaaaaaaaa :]

2009-05-08T12:03:00.003+08:00

Its likely that the spammers is Nur Aqila Bte Ramlee .

Am I right to say this ?

Kak Zee: Hey, im not here to create any fights or whtsoever. i wanna you to stop all your nonsense and stop talking abt my brotha's girlfriend. kalo krg tknk kecoh2 and nak settle one on one, be brave and talk direct. tak payah nak blog2 nie sume. tk perlu tutty. behave like an adult please. tkder guna nye kalo nak blog nie sume, things wont settle. put yourself in her shoe, wht if someone were to talk abt you on his/her blog, you will definitely feel hurt, am i rignt?? soo whts the point point fingers here. bebual direct arh, kan lagi senang. tk payah nak gadoh2. i thought ure a change person already? correct me if im wrong. remember girl, wht goes around come around. now, u are like b i t c h-ing abt her, the nxt time, you won't know how many ppl will b i t c h about you. think about it. you know me right? dont worry, i wont jump into conclusion, and start to scold you without no fcuking reason. so yea.. no happy, come straight to me. don't go to my girl, AQILA.

My Reply: Hello Dearest Kak Zee :] You telling me to stop all my nonsense and stop talking abt your brother girlfriend ? Looks who's talking here . Like what I say in my previous post "Whatever shit I wrote in my blog , its my blog , my say." I am behaving like an adult . Who started all this shit first ? Yeah , you can say Im at fault because AQILA is your brother gilfriend . U only know one side of the story . What about our part ? And I got other thing to blog rather than to blog about AQILA . Memang tk perlu pon but she ask for it right ? I don't even have any grudges or anything to do with her . Now go ask her whose at fault ? You were saying that Im bitching about her . Lol . Blogging abt someone is not call bitching dear . Bitching is talking behind peoples' back . U see , she can even have the excess to read my blog . Which means Im not even talking behind her back . And you telling me to settle one on one , be brave and talk direct ? Aku anjing kau pe AQILA ? Kau yg bkak buku , so you close it by YOURSELF . Im 17 years old not 7 years old you think I have time to fight abt this kinda shit ? There's no need for you to tell me to behave like an adult . Tell that to Aqila . I know myself . Im not trying to be rude or what . This is between Me , Aqila and my bitches . So there's no need for you to intefere . If she's not happy about this , she cann always come straight to me and spilt it out . Why ask other people to tell me off ? Oh gosh . Like what you said , Im a change person . Thats right . So I don't want to have anything to do with you . I have my say . So take care . Peace !

Freaking bored . Just came back from school .

Got Malay Language LC . Oky Oky Baby uh . Quite easy . It ends exactly at 830am then off to have breakfast . Then at 9am got extra POA lesson . Mr Singh give us work to do . Go thru the paper and lesson ends 10am sharp . Sent Syaza at the bustop and went home . Watch Kekasihku Seru . Pey seram . Better watch it . I receive a msg frm C-note saying "Tutty, Nazrul know that u blog about aqila. Check ur blog." So here I am blogging :]

Hello Spammers .

2009-05-06T17:36:00.007+08:00

Hie SPAMMER (Pukimakau) !

Please refrain from using vulgarities at my tagboard .

"Pukimakau" What a nice name your parents give you . They must have been extremely STUPID to name you that or your name is much worst than that ; thats why you're shy to expose your ugly name . Listen , I don't even care what shit you want to say . Not happy come talk ! You're welcome to have your say . Say anything about me because I won't be bothered . Spamming or cursing me won't make you or me any good deed . Make me famous because I know Im far way better than you girl . Nothing better to do is it ? Thats why you goes around criticising other people . If someday your gorgeous picture is in my list , it means you're somebody . Don't blame me because you start the FIRE . With my sincere heart I'll make you even more FAMOUS . Lastly , don't be a C.P.O . You see you're the only odd one spamming me . Look , org tkde sebok2 spam aku , kau nk sebok spam2 ape hal ? Don't you find it weird ? Org tkde nk fight ngn kau , kau nk fight ngn org . Nk jadi GANGSTER INTERNET eh ? Asl tk ajak gang kau spam aku ? Ajak lah syg :D Im already famous in my own way . You have the pleasure to make me more FAMOUS .

And I don't like spamming people blog . You got proof is it by saying that the Passerby is me ? Stupid . Go and check the IP . Im straight foward . I'll eventually leave my name if I spam someone tagboard . Like what I said in my previous post , jdi org mau brani . Dare to do it , dare to face it . For your info , I have better things to do in life then spamming people's blog . Its out-season . Your parent do give you name right ? So tag with your own name . Pathetic ! Don't use such names Guest , Someone , Passerby , Bloghopper and Worst of all framing other people plus Using vulgar names . Cause I would simply bann those using weird names plus delete off your msg . Simple as ABC . And If you want to tag , don't bring mother , father into the picture . I could sue you for that Miss .

Take Care :]

Stupid Bitch .

2009-05-06T16:00:00.000+08:00

Today got very happening story in class . Perangai last warning eyy :]
As I & Syaza when to the toilet . Some people bitch about us .
Sape2 yg trase tu kau punya psal . Tak puas hati jumpe akuu k ? Sikit pon tk goyang .
Thanks eh for the info . Mne2 telinga mesti pasang . Here it goes .

Nur Aqila: "Eh! Itu sape punya kamus?"
Nursyafiqah: "Tutty punya."
Nur Aqila: "Bodoh siak. Die bodoh pe pergi letak dalam tuu buat ape!"

Excuse me Miss Nur Aqila Bte Ramlee , I know you're clever . Express student somemore , A2 for O-level Malay . But there's no need to act big infront of us ? Opsy! I forgot . People who are clever tends to show off . Btw , there's no need to talk mne pey kepalebutohkeling . For your info that dictionary is not mine , it belongs to Farhan . You only dare to speak out when Iqah got prob with us . If just now Iqah don't have prob with us , your mouth is always zip . Mne pernah nk sound2 kte . Kau tkde kwn nk tagteam kan ? Thats why I say be people tkmoh extra . Mate kau kt class tkmoh nk cui2 org uhh . Atika bbl ngn mataair kau sket , kau nk prangai . Oh gosh ! [Read Atika Blog , Im lazy to elaborate.] Yg damn kau rabak Syaza , why pull me into the picture ? Pathetic . I don't want to have anything to do with you but you're always the one whom start this shit ? So don't blame me .

Even people around me have their say about you .
Atika©: Something NONSENSE happened . Please luh why you are so damn jealous ? Mind you ! It was damn irritating , Jealous fer what ? Dont even know how to take care of your OWNAGE ! We as a friend trying to help him but not YOU ! Understood ? Freaking lil ‘ bitch who thinks the perfect among all . Please luh babe what i mean bitch . Have a life sucker . Do you think your OWNAGE is so hot ? I'm not trying to say that mine is hot or what . I hate your freaking ATTITUDE . You should know what i mean girl . Dont pretend . I just hate you and you know that . Telling your OWNAGE crapy things about me huh ? Not happy , come here . TALK ! Need not need to stare at me . Look at me like a one kind . You’re human , I’m so too . You think your OWNAGE is my good friend , i wont find fault with you ? I DONT THINK SO TOO . Once i’m not happy , i’ll make sure you are not happy too . Get it ? Some , who thinks that i’m talking bout you , please dont get offended . I’m talking about a girl who stole my good friend away .

Nabillah©: Well, I thought about it. And we should be friends. I want to live life to the fullest and not be bitchy about anything or anyone. I just want some peace for once. I got alot of things to do and being enemies with you is not one of them. Do take care. School was normal. Except the time when school was almost going to end. The fight between Aqila and Syafiqah with Tutty and Syaza is getting alot worst. Me and Atika just sit down and relax one corner. (only one fact is Atika hates Aqila for trying to break Atika and Naz's friendship) I mean what is so bad on being friends. She is not even flirting with your boyfriend. Eh, ada banyak jantan lagi HOT dari Naz siot. He is not even Atika's type. And Atika is unavailable. Why can't you see it that way? I have nothing against you but I really feel that you get your over-protectiveness abit too much. I also wonder why both parties have to fight. I'm sick of hearing them fighting. Its bullshit. Come on girl. Let's grow up okay?

Syaza©:

&.to Nursyafiqah , quote "TK HAPPY CKP UH"

Whats your problem now ? Who not happy with who ? Serious speaking , aku sket pon tknk ade hal ngn kau . Ape yg kau nk bsar2kn ? Org tknk ade hal ngn kau , kau nk ade hal ngn org . Carik perhatian eh kau . Aku dgr dri Ming Jian kau pint-point aku & Syaza ape cite ? Nk buat benda , buat dpan2 kte jgn blakang kte . Don't you find it coward ? Reflect yourself . Spe yg slalu carik psal ngn sape dulu ? Oh my . I find it childish . Want to find fault with me just because of a table . Wtf ? I don't even know that's your table . That table happen to stuck at the socket . Dh baik aku adjust kn kau . Beh ape yg tk happy siol ? Kau dok diam2 tutop kau pey mulot sudah . Aku tkde mase uh aku nk ade hal ngn kau . Peace !

And to bloghoppers ,

This is my blog . So whatever shit I wrote in my blog , its my blog , my say . If you guys happened to read this post . GOOD ! Sbb jdi org mau brani . Dare to do it , dare to face it and dengar sini lao tk happy , jmpe aku oky syg ? Tk pyh nk spam , suroh org spam , hate tag sume plus buat hal ni big . Tk perlu k ? Jmpe aku je . You guys are in my toplist . Anyway , krg yg start ni taik . Aku tkde mse nk lyn hal2 taik cmni . I got better things to do then layan-ing the childish behaviour of yours .

Take Care :]

Hello Peeps .

2009-05-03T11:44:00.005+08:00

Oh My , Its like a month plus I didn't update my blog . Sheesh . Been very very busy lately . I got lots of thing to catch up . Im left with 6 months to my O's . Im feeling so scared . I must bucked up . I really do . I haven't showed positive mindset towards my studies . Still priotise hanging out with my friends . Oh Tutty , can you put aside your friends just for this year . After your O's you can enjoy as much as you want with your friends . My Prelim 1 is just next week and yet I haven't done any revision . You see I don't even know whats wrong with me this year . Not completing my homework , never paid enough attention in class , not handing up my homework . This is so notttt me . Even Miss Chan saw the negative changes I had made . Where's the old Tutty ? Oh Tutty , you better changed your attitude towards studies RIGHT NOW before you regret later . And , Its a must ! Its never too late to change . Currently chatting with Nasbambang . What only edit picture feeling2 Christmas . Haha . And Joy , Im sorry for not lending you the 30 bucks . Its not that I don't want to lend . At first you said you will return it on 6 May , then 10 May . Now tell me which date ? Or you will go M.I.A after I lend you the money . Look ! Aku dah serik uhh nk pinjam orang duit . Ingat eh kawan kau masih owe aku 170 bucks . Buy Motorbike , shiok enjoy then lupe nk bayar alek duit . Org dh pinjam have the responsibility to return lah kan . E-ni tk tros M.I.A . Nk masok 2 bulan eyy . Jgn fkir aku diam , aku lupe psl duit tuu .

Take Care (:

How to maind

2009-05-02T12:34:00.000+08:00

Relationship is important for everybody. Are you seeking for a good relationship with someone who takes care of you and understand you. In a relationship, every stage is important because it permits you to learn more about your partner and verify your feelings towards a relationship with them.

Forgive and Forget: In your relationship if any things goes wrong then learn to forgive your partner. Do not show that you are right and also prevent from blaming your partner. Try to forget the fault, truly forget. Try looking forward for a caring tomorrow.

Think Long-Term: Every thing is important in your life such as your partner, children and your friends. But how to maintain the long term relationship without hurting any body. If you think that you have to maintain long term relationship with anybody then engage yourself with them. Understand him or her and try to involved with them.Keeping a long term relationship, trust is an important role to play. Without the trust, nobody would wanna build a strong and good relationship with you.

Conflict resolution: Whenever you make any kind of mistake, it will be difficult for you to apologise. An argument is created in a distant between you and your partner. Try resolve your conflict and it is important to find a resolution quickly.

Communication: Communication is an important key. Good communication resolves in your conflict matter, others are understood by you. Your good communication will show what you think about partner.

Mutual support: Every person needs a mutual support. For mutual support, you have to share everything with your partner. Try to show that you believed in them.

Listen and Understand: Try to understand your partner and listen your partner. Resolve your conflict matter because an effective communication needs willingness on both sides in order to understand one another.

Tips on how to have a healthy argument:

Healthy argument is about focusing on the behavior not the personality. When you are arguing with someone, take time to examine how the other person came to his end. Ask query to find out how he came to his conclusion. Then, look at the matter from both sides. This might not make you change your point of view but it will help set up respect for the both parties and allow you to keep the conversation normal. Not only do you require to be eager to really state yourself in an argument, but you require time to listen to your partner. If you have a capacity to understand your partner and his point, this will promise your partner that you actually value what he has to say. And it also shows that you care to listen. Your high quality relationships are based on trust and sincerity. Give the respect to your partner and your relationship.It is suggested that in a healthy argument, couples talk about issues early because it is easier to talk over a small issue. If you talk about it later, the issue will become irresistibly big and might lead to an extreme anger.

How to control your temper ?:

Take a step back .This step is usually the hardest to learn. When you start to feel your temperature rising or you are starting to get irritated, take a step back. Make this a physical and emotional step. Put distance between you and source of your anger.
Tell yourself it isn't personal. What is making you mad? Is it the guy who cut you off in traffic? Does your boss seem to have unreasonable expectations? Maybe your boyfriend has been cheating on you. Rarely do any of these affronts have anything to do with you personally. Don't take things personal.Inhale as much as your lungs can hold. Then hold the breath for a count of three before you exhale and empty your lungs. Repeat for at least five full breaths until you start to feel you re breath slowing and your muscles relaxing.
Stop antagonizing people. No one wants to admit that they might be the problem. Take an honest look at your own behavior. Are you the type who can give insults without being able to take them? Check in with yourself and if you are contributing to the problem, then stop. Quit picking on others or insulting them without the expectation that they will retaliate. Talk a walk. It may not be enough to just turn away from the source of the anger. Instead you may need to get out, get some fresh air and take a walk to burn off the adrenaline flowing through your blood with the anger and rage.
Talk it out. Talking isn't about confrontation. You don't need to have an argument. No need to talk to the person who's making you anger. This will cause you to lose your temper, not control it. Instead talk to someone you trust. Vent your spleen to get control of yourself. If there is no one you can vent to, then vent to the wall. Or close yourself up in your parked car, rant and rave to your heart's content.
Get all your temper out then take a breath. By verbalizing your temper, you get it out of your system and under control. If all else fails, release the anger with exercise. Controlling your temper does not mean you will never get mad. Sometimes you will get mad but make it for the right reasons. When you get so mad that you cannot contain your anger, find a heavy bag or other rigorous activity to work it out.

This is something very useful ! Put it to good use, people. These are real solid tips that can actually listen to (:

Outing with Iqah & Aunt Fudge .

2009-05-01T23:54:00.002+08:00

Had fun today . Went out with Iqah and Aunt Fudge . See how cute she is . Went to Vivo , sumpah carpark full . Public Holiday mahs . Carik pey carik atlast jumpe . Haa . Went to Ben & Jerry , get some smoothies . Yummy yum yum &.I swear the Ice-Cream at there very expensive . Like duhh . Next we headed to PageOne , look for Notebook plus survey-survey Storybooks . Then off to Jurong Point . Went to Kiddy Palace to look for Iqah sarung tangan & kaki , wet tissue & etc . Lastly , off to hunt Aunt Fudge stuff . Then off we went home . I met Joker at Makan Shiok . Andik join us awhile as he took a short break from his work . Terserempak Mr Mohd . Tsk.tsk.tsk ! We ate &.off met Danial at Adha place . Slack awhile while waiting for Aunt Fudge and Uncle Fad to finish their food at Makan Shiok . As soon as they finish eating , they drove me home . Weeeee ~ Save duit transport aku . Haha *wink* . Klah gue sudah capek . Mau mandi dan masok tido . Esok pagy ade C.I.P . Pey malas nk bangon pagyyyyyyy . Haha .

Nite-Nite Semuaaaaaaaa :P

At Pin Xuan House .

2009-03-25T22:54:00.009+08:00

Thats all the pictures taken today at Pin Xuan house . Just now we had our Mother Tongue oral only for the Malay students . Its sucks basically as I couldn't even answer what the teacher question . I've been slacking with a couple of my chinese friends . So less talking in Malay & more in English & Chinese . Like wtf ? Haha . After Oral I and Syaza met up Irfan , Hong Da , Jia Hao , Shorya and Pin Xuan at his house . When I step in Pin Xuan house , I said to Irfan that the M.T Oral was hard . I didn't realised that Hong Da put a fake dog near to the door which make me shout out loud . I thought it was an alive dog but it turn out to be fake . If they were to take video of it . Im sure I'll be very embarased . Sheesh . We slack at Pin Xuan house , as usual they smoke . But I didn't join them . Laugh a lot &.watch Chinese movies and etc . I went off about 6.30Pm as I'll be having tuition at 8Pm . Went home , bathe , eat dinner &.off I went tuition . After tuition slack a while with Atika &.I went home . Thats all that happened today .

Nite-Nite Everyone :)

Morning Everyone .

2009-03-22T08:14:00.003+08:00

~Good Morning, Sleepyheads~

Let's start off with something good , shall we ? I check my Daddy G-mail Inbox and found this . I bet you'll have a great laugh .

Perkara sebelum dan selepas kahwin .

1. ANGKATKAN BEG
Sebelum Kahwin: "Come sayang, let me carry the bag for you. Kesian you..."
Selepas Kahwin: "Beg you pun you malas nak bawa. Lain kali jangan bawa beg ah!"

2. TERSUNGKUR BATU
Sebelum Kahwin: "Sayang, intan payung, you ok tak darling? Bodoh punye batu!"
Selepas Kahwin: "Jln betul² la! Buta ke? Mata letak kat mana? Pantat? Batu tu macam besar pun tak nampak!"

3. PAKAI SEXY
Sebelum Kahwin: "Lawanye you pakai baju ni. Seksi! Turn on I, macam nak gigit-gigit you sekarang jugak!"
Selepas Kahwin: "Ni ape ni, tetek terjojol, nampak longkang! Dengan babat berlipat-lipat! Tak malu eh?"

4. MANJA DI PUBLIC
Sebelum Kahwin: "Manjanye syg i ni. Cium sikit sayang! Firm nye pantat you!"
Selepas Kahwin: "Oi! Org tgk ah! Tunggu balik rumah bole tak? Tak malu eh orang tengok?!"

5. KEMPUNAN
Sebelum Kahwin: "You nak makan burger ramly? Ok, besok i masuk JB belikan eh syg.."
Selepas Kahwin: "Burger McDonald pun sama pe! Jgn cerewet ah! Makan je!"

6. KECANTIKAN
Sebelum Kahwin: "Cantik nye you hari ni. Eye shadow you lawa la! Berseri-seri muka you!
Selepas Kahwin: "Ape ni make up mcm tepung gomak? Wayang pekji pun kalah tau! Bulan2 asyik beli make up je!"

7. KEKAYAAN
Sebelum Kahwin: "You takde bnyk duit pun, i tetap syg you. Kekayaan tk menjanjikan kebahagiaan."
Selepas Kahwin: "Tu la, dulu tak nak blajar betul2. Skrg baru nak menyesal! Duit tong sampah bulan ni camne?"

8. SEX
Sebelum Kahwin: "Kalau kita kawin, hari2 i nak main dgn you."
Selepas Kahwin: "Eh, i penat tau! Ingat i robot ke? Gatal!"

9. KESABARAN
Sebelum Kahwin: "Sudahlah syg, jgn merajuk. Sorry eh Sayang. Memang salah I. I ni matahir tak guna! Jangan merajuk lagi ye Sayang. I minta maaf. Maafkan i eh?"
Selepas Kahwin: "Salah you, you nak suruh I cakap Sorry! Banyak cantik muka you! Dah buat salah tak nak mengaku. Tau nak merajuk je. Awak punye pasal ah! Tak kuasa aku!"

10. MASAKAN
Sebelum Kahwin: "Sedapnye you masak." (walaupun tak sedap)
Selepas Kahwin: "Mak you tak ajar masak ke? Ni Nasi lemak ke nasi basi?"

11. DUIT NO PROBLEM
Sebelum Kahwin: "Syg, kita mkn dekat restoran mahal tu eh? Mahal takpe lah, skali skala..."
Selepas Kahwin: "Mak oi! Pe mahal! Da la! Mee grg mamak pak kassim lagi sedap. Tak mau ah!"

12. LOVE PERGI LOVE BALIK
Sebelum Kahwin: "Bye syg, I love you too. Muaks! Miss you lah syg." (Padahal smlm baru jumpe)
Selepas Kahwin: "Ah, ok bye! Tak bole lah. Kawan i ade ni! Bye la bye la!"

13. PENGORBANAN
Sebelum Kahwin: "Takpe Sayang, I tak kisah. I sanggup buat apa saja untuk you. I fetch you later eh?"
Selepas Kahwin: "You ni, takde kepala otak ke yang I ni penat baru balik kerja. Apa salahnya you balik sendiri. Manja sangat ah!"

14. JUMPA LAMBAT
Sebelum Kahwin: "Takpe Sayang.. Asalkan you selamat sampai"
Selepas Kahwin: "Takpe la. Da biasa da!"

15. BUANG ANGIN
Sebelum Kahwin: "You kentot eh sayang? Hehehehehe! Cute la you ni!" *cubit-cubit*
Selepas Kahwin: "Oi, asal bole kentot je eh!" *pukul-pukul badan*

Hahahaha . I hope you my post brighten your day with a smile on your face (:

Fitri Aniqah Part 2 .

2009-03-20T14:00:00.003+08:00

Early Morning wake up , bathe Iqah , give milk &.she went to sleep again and I also continue my sleep . Did not get enough sleep the night before as I watch Twilight *wink* Im so hungry . Haven't eaten for breakfast yet . Now lunch time already . Where's Mummy ? She said she's coming over to look after Iqah as Im going out later . Study-ing with Hong Da , Irfan & Syaza . I got a lot a lot of thing to catch up with my studies . Oh my . O-level is few months away .

Wake-Up Tutty ! No more playing already . Stay focus !

Eh wait , brb !

Blog Update !

2009-03-19T15:45:00.004+08:00

Like what I say , spammers tk perlu oky ? Seriously .

Just say what you guys want to say . I don't entertain nuinsance . God created me so I must be thankful to him and tkyh nk step Naim Jurong luh sial . Jadi spammers tk yah nk pkai name org lain .

I don't play dirty games here . Care to meet me in person ?

Take Care .

Dilamun Rindu .

2009-03-18T13:00:00.001+08:00

It hurts baby .

2009-03-08T21:52:00.001+08:00

Everything ended 08 March 2009 .

Its hard to let go but its better to let go .

Thanks for everything dearest Eric .

I knew it from the start that you've been contacting your dearest Ex-Hirda . I kept quiet all this while & been trusting you but in the end what happened ? Im Sorry to end everything . I can't stand you no more . Aku dah kasi kau kesempatan untuk kau jelaskan semuanye before aku sendiri dapat tahu . Eric , it hurts me badly upon finding out the truth . Although , things may get out of place just like a maze and I hope it will leave no trace just like a haze . I will hold you tight no matter how much we fight cause I know I've tried to make things right . Changing may not be easy but I won't be choosy . Im willing to wait although I hate cause I know this is fate . Having you is my greatest give and thats the reason I won't leave . I love you with all my heart , from the very first start . Remember that . Thanks bloghopper and friends thanks for the advices and comforting me . Lastly , Eric , I hope you made the right choice . Last long with Hirda . Promise that you'll take care of yourself ?

Out with Gurlfies .

2009-03-07T23:30:00.005+08:00

Went out with Syaza & Atik[A]lan :)
Went out around 12pm . Mummy also went out to work . She took Taxi & ape lagi tumpang uh . She dropped us at J.E as Syaza & Alan is waiting for us at there . Went to Plaza Singapura . Had our lunch , watch Dancework then we jalan2 at town . Then Atik[A]lan make a move 1st . Then I & Syaza proceed to Vivo City at the same time , I & Boify fought . We had a big issue . Im lazy to elaborate . Walk2 around then slack at rooftop . Took Bus 30 to J.P . Meet Atik[A]lan at J.P and had our dinner at Banquet . Then off we slack at Atika house & now Im home blogging .

Im not in the mood to blog .

Nites :(